. . . Reflections of PrincessLadyJane . . .

New laptop?

2011-09-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

I'm now actually wasting my time in Old Town White Coffee Perak Road as I brought my car to go for a wash, polish n wax.. So I got 3 hours to waste..

Would like to write about wat is happening in my life lately.. I have done nothing special in life except training to be domesticated, got very comfortable in my current life that I have no directions nor ambitions.. It's like my only ambition is to get married n have baby..

My old Dell laptop recently died on me.. Like I think 2 weeks plus ago.. The screen just died n thats it... This Dell laptop has served me well for the past 4 years plus.. And in these 4 years, I think I have only reformatted it twice n its bcos of virus.. Other than that, it has been good, tough n lasting.. My bf say that I'm a laptop torturer, never give any rest to my laptop n this Dell could last 4 years plus so it's really good..

Now, I have bought a new laptop. I wanted to buy the new Dell inspiron 15R (Red Color!) with Core i7, 640gb hdd space, 1gb video card n 6gb ram.. But I went to Queensbay mall the other day n some guy from a shop intro me Asus N 53S, 15.6 inch screen with Core i7, 640gb hdd, 2gb video card, 8gb ram and can even play blu ray disk.. It's not like I really need them but heck, it's a plus point to have it.. I just got it for a week n it already keeps hanging on me! It seriously pisses me off.. And then when it goes to hibernate mode, I cannot seem to make it wake from the hibernate mode.. Not sure it just hanged or war but u have disabled hibernate mode.. This Asus laptop looks sleek and tough.. But too bad it's not red! Pictures below :)

Aluminum outer cover...

With Bang & Olufsen speakers! Freaking nice!

Let's see how long can this Asus laptop last me this time.. :)

Don't mind me if u don't know what I'm talking about here.. I'm actually really sleepy n tired, that's y I'm blogging to keep myself awake..

I have been having loads of plans of when to get married n etc.. I actually wanted a dragon baby.. Cause since my MIL (mother in law) and my mum are both dragon people, I think it's cool n it's a great big blessing if I have dragon baby as well.. N besides, I'm no good with snake people, so I can't have snake baby.. And I can't wait till horse year man.. It's still so freaking far..

So my planning was actually to get registered end of this year and then get married by March 2012 and of course a baby popping out before the year of snake.. My mum is ok with me getting married n all first but my mil wanted her daughter who is a younger sister to my bf to get married first and she plans on marrying Nov 2012..

So I guess we will see how and etc.. But the in laws are doing like an engagement party for both my bf n bf's sister on November this year.. Its gonna be a big family affair.. It's like my parents meeting his parents n relatives n inclusive of sis in law's future husband n his parents too! There will be like 35 people attending! :)

I know, it's a boring topic and the way I'm blogging now sounds so freaking dull n boring.. But wat to do, I'm seriously sleepy now that my eyes are literally like this... -_-

There are actually many times I got inspiration to blog about some topics but that some topics might be deem sensitive to some people, therefore I had decided not to write about it.. Some topics inclusive of being a woman married into another family.. Especially when both families are very different from one another.. One other topic is that about cheating man.. Lately, I have been having this phrase in my head which keeps repeating n repeating.. N I kinda agree to it.. That all men WILL cheat if there are no consequences.. I mean if I'm a man, I would.. I read about this from Xiaxue about trust issues regarding your the other half and I totally agree with her... I sometimes don't get it why some other girls can put full 100% trust on their the other half.. My current bf never cheats on me or do anything close to that n he don't even talk to other casual girls' friend without me knowing.. N this is bcos he respects me n know how I would feel if he were to do things behind my back.. Me and my bf, our relationship has finally come into an understanding that we won't do anything which we know our the other half won't like it.. But having said that, it doesn't mean that I have to 100% fully trust my bf.. I need to be mentally prepared what if one day he decided to let me down? When it comes to trusting men, I find it hard to do so as this is because I have a 'bad childhood' (according to my bf), that's y he got to withstand my nonsense.. Cause from time to time, I will think of many nonsense to get assurance from my the other half so that I know he still loves me alot n are not cheating on me.. :) but he entertains me with all my nonsense cause he understood that this is wat I need to feel secured.. I'm not the type that u shower me with money then I will feel secure already.. I need actions n assurance.. :) This is why I love my current bf and I'm very sure that he is the husband for me.. But from time to time, I will have my mental break down n start accusing him of not loving me anymore.. N blame him for not being romantic enough then he will have to do nonsense to assure me again.. He has been patient with me so far.. :) but I wonder, how much more patience will he have on me huh..

Anyways, gotta go.. Gonna enjoy a bowl of noodles in old town and then back to get my car.. Till then, see ya.. :D

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Just figured out that I could blog on the go!

2011-03-15T18:13:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh! I feel so retarded! Y didn't I think of looking for an iPhone app way earlier that allows me to blog on the go whenever n wherever I want???!!! I just realized this!

Now I'm blogging through my phone just to test it n my pc is just right in front of me! I know I know, I have neglected this blog for like months! But now with this application that I have, I can blog more often already!!

Stay tune, will come back here very very soon k.. :P

Let me insert my valentine's flower that I got from my the other half.. just wanted to test how is it like to upload photos through here.. Hehe..

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List of things to do before 2011!

2010-12-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

Here is a list of things i must do before 2011 comes... I suddenly feel super busy can?? And its less than a month before 2011 comes!!!

1) Gym every mon, wed and fri --- Me join gym already.. gotta have determination n even stronger will to go thin as Sue Ann's wedding is approaching fast!

2) Finish my 2nd year log book --- This, i think very unlikely to achieve cause its like super long n boring to do.. FML seriously...

3) Shop and buy things to prepare for Sue's Wedding --- I need to find Gold shoes to match with Turquoise colored cheongsam, A cardigan/jacket for at night wedding dinner to match with my Dark Grey silky type tube dress... But im still unsure what color jacket should i match it with.. and what color shoes should i match it with... Suggestions anyone?

4) Shop for Christmas gifts --- Supposedly look for a Christmas exchange present for my High School 10 years reunion coming on 18th Dec... with less than 20 people going... How pathetic.. somehow makes me re-consider to attend it... (Somehow if the organizers reads this, i appreciate what you all do ok.. im just ranting.. this is what i do, i rant in my blog).. I feel right, i dont know whats the point of going there lo... There are some friends n classmates whom i know n i like is organizing it, thats why im going.. Out of my respect to some of the organizers (that put so much effort in organizing it) thats y im going.. or else, i seriously dont bother... its like.. Over the 5 years in my that high school, i dont really talk to other class students.. Takan suddenly at 10 years reunion, we should start talking? That would be weird right? And im very sure its just entertaining talk (eng siu talk)... And i still remember, not many people like me in my high school days cause i have a lot of discipline problems... (u know, when u r in high school, good students will avoid n dislike students with discipline problems) hahahaha... Im still the same i guess.. cause there's still not many people liking me now too.. but not bcos of discipline problem.. I know its mainly because the way i talk, is too blunt and straight forward.. always tend to hurt people's feelings.. but what the hell.. the things i say is a fact.. cannot accept it.. Just dont talk to me la.. or pretend u cannot hear... (If i happen to hear things that i dont like to hear, i just act stupid n pretended that i did not hear; just to avoid arguments and confrontations)

5) Go to KL at least 2 more times --- One is for Sue's wedding... I super feel excited for her wedding cause her wedding is confirm wedding of the year man! And im putting her wedding as my first top priority, cause she has helped me alot in the past.. and the least i could do is help her back whenever she needed my help... Im the type that will always remember that person's good deed to me.. and i will repay back wan.. if u do bad deed to me, i will repay back too... Hehehe...

6) Finish up my 2010 work.. Office work la.. what else.. hopefully all done before Christmas!

7) Update my accounts n financial year of 2010 --- Yes, i do such things.. Just never mention cause i'll always remember to do it.. but this time, this month; seems like i got so many things to do that i need to jot it down in case i forget... (Never knew im this organised leh? hhahaha)

8) Go dye my hair... before the 18th.. (what color should i dye? Red or Ash Blonde?)

9) Manicure and pedicure by 18th...

10) Attend an event on the 10th of December!!! Muahahaha...

All personal grooming has to be done by 18th.. so im good to go for functions and events... Oh... so busy busy busy....

I cant wait for Christmas! I love Christmas!!! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone!! See you all next year!!!

Love ya!

New Blogshop! Nouch Trend Online Boutique!

2010-11-10T05:13:00.008+08:00

Hello guys,

Just a quick update here! My friend; more of new found good friend Sandra, just open her new blogshop selling wonderful pretty women clothings! And seriously, the quality that she sells are good stuff; excellent quality stuff.. not like those cheapo pre-order clothes that from the picture looks nice but when the real thing comes looks super turn off man...

Yes, the Online Boutique name is Nouch Trend... Pronounce it like 'Notch'... The meaning is kinda like 'Top Notch Trend'.. TNT will blow you up! *Hahahaha, i kinda just made that up!* *excuse the lameness*

As you all know, i have been addicted to online shopping lately and i have a good friend who just opened a new online boutique.. Confirm i support my friend more wan la..

Just so u know, she personally hand pick those clothings.. She goes to the wholesaler store and pick it out one by one.. So that the quality is of course confirm good... All her items are limited... Which means one specific design probably comes in 2 colors or max 5 colors... Very unlikely to find her stock having the same color and same design.. (of course unless specified)

She buys all stock in hand, so which means she has ready stock at her home.. If you want it, you pay it and then get the item the next day!... No need to wait like those pre-orders for almost a month! Usually i wait until 'no fire' for that clothes adi man... And if you are from Penang itself, u can self collect from her! Save on shipping fees!

Some of you might think the pricing is abittttttt more expensive than others that are selling online.. But u have to remember lo, her's are definitely good quality.. Confirm wont disappoint you! Somemore she personally hand pick wan... So the price is worth the quality..

Her Online Boutique tagline; "We Do Not Sell The Quality That We Do Not Want To Buy! i.e WE DON'T SELL WHAT WE WON'T BUY!"

She has good taste and everybody women out there of course wants to buy good quality affordable clothes.. Therefore, her clothes are all confirm lovable by you all la...

Please support support abit by clicking 'Like' at her Facebook Business Page

And also add her as friend in Facebook Profile Page

Since she has just started, For now she is selling women's clothing.. Later on will venture in selling bags and accessories...

She is a very hard working girl, i must say... She works full time helping her husband's business and then do this as part-time... Before she was married, she sell clothes before already.. but not on the internet, so now, she is trying to venture into this online business even though its so damn competitive.. Thats why she need support from her friends, like me! And i need your support to support her!

For your extra info, she even registered her company legitimately under The Companies Commission of Malaysia (Suruhanjaya Syarikat Malaysia or SSM)... This shows how serious she is in this business and confirm legitimate... Dont have to worry she is a conman la... Hahahahaha...

To show you some of the wonderful quality clothes she sells.. Here... here...

This Dress is only RM28 and comes with the green belt!

This one RM35 only!

This is a chiffon top that comes with the special necklace and its only RM30!

This top comes in 4 colors...Black, Blue, Pink and Red and its RM35

This long dress only RM38.. and you can glam it up with your own accessories..

The rest, im kinda lazy to write more cause its 6am already! OMG SO LATE!!! If you are interested just go to Nouch Trend Facebook Page ok! All complete info are there...

This long dress above is my favorite man! Looks super good for tall busty girls.. You can show your cleavage elegantly through this dress!

Oh, she takes her own photos and edited it herself.. cause she said; so that people can see it clearly on how the quality really looks like... Honest seller, i tell you!

If you wan to see more photos; Click here for their Opening Specials and here for their this week's New Arrivals

Thats all for now... Bye bye.. and yes, i will update about something else more interesting soon ok!

Wow....

2010-09-09T14:10:00.002+08:00

Wow.. i didnt realised that i have abandon and neglected my blog since June!

Fuhh!!

As i am in Penang, nothing much happening can be blog about man... the most i can do is usually talk about my boring mundane life in Penang... which doesnt interest most of u all... except for some few 'people'... Or like some stalkers!

What have i been doing since June till now? Nothing much... As usual, continue gaining weight, got more addicted to online shopping... But as of today, i vow to never buy anymore online clothes unless i go stick figure thin...

Then, spent my birthday with my bf... and only bf.. dont feel like celebrating with anyone else cause i dont have friends anymore... and old women, dont celebrate birthdays man!... Once u pass the 25 years old mark as a women, u dont celebrate birthdays anymore except with your the other half... or if u r a man!

All in all, i gain some new close gal friends since June... and realized a close friend being obviously two faced... And i miss my best friend more even though we no longer click like we used to... Met her again last week after like a month plus didnt see her... felt like i miss her alot.. but hard to find back the old feeling i used to have with her... as usual, when i saw her at the beginning, it feels kinda awkward... then it got better and comfortable in no time...

How do i start to miss her? Accidentally bump into her twice in a span of like 2 weeks? To me, it feels like a sign from God... Its like i should do something to save this friendship... But i dont know how... i really n seriously dont know how.. Its like we dont have much topic and in depth topic to talk about anymore... we only talk about surface stuff u know... So, i was thinking, i should just let time to decide... not meet her for awhile.. n maybe like half a year later or a year maybe, we might forget everything in the past and be close again?

But then God decides to take action n let us bump into each other twice! That seriously must mean something lo! But im a shit ass friend... i just dont know wat to do... Above all that, even though we dont talk as much...even though we dont seem to be like best friends anymore, She will always be my best friend in my heart... She will always be in a special place in my heart... its like she will always be that special someone to me in my heart for a long time... I know i sound gay.. but its true, so shut up...

Wat else am i going to do with my life for the rest of the year? Gonna celebrate my the other half's bday next week... My dieting start today, like seriously adi this time.. and if i dont go stick thin by next year or by the time i get married... i should really kill myself... Im so fat now that im hiding myself from friends that used to see me thin... I dont like to see the 'omg, u r so fat now' shocking look! Better hide myself... until i go thin enough n confident enough to face the world... Imagine la, even my parents also dont wan me to attend family functions cause they say its embarrassing for me n them that im so fat now... And i also dont wan to attend family functions la... U know all those aunties n uncles... same shit questions from chinese family/relatives all the time.. When u getting married la? why so fat? Dont la fat... and they can talk about my fats for like an hour plus n dont realised that im fucking pissed inside (i experienced it during chinese new eyar this year)... And if some of the people whom i know, saw me n say im not fat... I confirm know that person is a fake ass bitch! I will just give a fake smile.. and uhhh walk away...

Oh, and i bravely put on braces!! Like finally!!! Since im already ugly n fat... so i thought why not make myself uglier by putting on braces... Let all the ugliness come at once!! My braces need to be put on for like 2 and half year... need to extract 4 teeth.. But now, my braces is on for my top teeth first... And only with the top braces on, its already so hard for me to eat n chew... and since im no used to having braces, i seriously dont know where to place the braces... I usually just place them in between my lips so that i will feel comfortable (u know, metal keep on banging on the wall of the mouth feels damn uncomfotable ok!)... And i was imagining, if i have both top n bottom braces on, confirm so uncomfortable adi... dunno how to place them in my mouth!

Ok, enough blabbing... Gotta go... i will probably abandon this blog for a few months more... unless i have exciting news to share... which i doubt so...

Tata u stalkers!

If only...

2010-06-22T12:38:00.004+08:00

If Only............

I could change my past...
I could change the year 2001...
I could change the year 2005, specifically month of February...
I could change the month of October in 2009...
I had went to Australia and never come back to Malaysia...
I could change the stupid decisions i have made...
I could convince my the other half to move to other country... cause i hate my life in Penang... (Penang is generally a nice place for normal people.. but for me, i have nothing in Penang)

And most importantly, If Only I Could Have You... sigh...

Everybody has this saying that We cannot change our past but we could change the future... but what if the decision that we make to change our future will actually ruin our future?

There are many times i wish i could just let go everything im building with my the other half so that i fulfill my dreams of living abroad... but that would be a silly thing to do... cuz i will be all lonely n i know i will feel regretful cause i will lose someone this great... Is it worth it to lose genuine love, possibly of losing that only someone that would ever genuinely love you for who you are for the rest of your life, for something i selfishly love to do with my own life such as becoming a stewardess or living somewhere abroad and etc... and then end up being lonely...

Last but not least, this is the question i ask myself everyday...

Is this the life i want?

I dont even know myself...

All i know is that i have been feeling very sinful n regretful for the stupid decisions i have made in the past... I am never the type to really regret the things n decisions that i have done... but to date, i have deepest regrets on 2 things... And i still feel so bad...

Im so sorry... Just so you know, i love you deeply...

Could have been seeing u next month... sigh...

Coulda woulda shoulda...

Hennessy Artistry @ QEII 2010

2010-06-03T20:36:00.006+08:00

Damn... So cannot believe it that one year has passed...

And its Hennessy Artistry at QEII again in Penang...

Here is the thing... Hennessy Artistry Events are held 5 times a year... 4 times in KL and 1 time in Penang... So basically once a year in Penang only... And i went for Hennessy Artistry in Penang last year

And when i look back at last year's photos, damn... time flies... and many things has happened in this one year... groups that i mix with is also different already...

This time around, i invited my bf's friends to go along so that my bf wont be bored.. he doesnt like clubbing nor partying n noisy places... he prefer peace n quiet life... and as for me, i can actually count the times i go partying... My bf knows i love Hennessy Artistry so much that he only allows me to go to Hennessy Artistry Events... :) The last time i went out for the purpose of partying was Hennessy Artistry at The Opera but ended up didnt really party at all due to some mission i had to accomplish.. Now this time of QEII have to party all out! Hehehehee....

Ok pictures time...

Entrance!

Queue up and got tagged and party!

This is where u can mix ur own Hennessy and be creative!

Crowd of the night!

I came in late as i was waiting for bf to finish work... so i manage to take these photos of the performers...

4 gays of the night...

Groupies!

Girlies!

Me and Jen! Muacks!

U see, no free flow whole night... so we bought 3 bottles of Hennessy cause we couldnt get enough of it! >_<

Best Picture of the night! See... So much different from last year's group!

The hardship of being a parent...

2010-05-31T18:19:00.003+08:00

Lately, i have been getting a little taste of how is it like being a parent... and the feeling sucks...

You see, i have a younger brother and a younger sister, which made me the eldest in the family... and being like 8 years and 11 years older than them... they are of course now at their teens and im like old... They have been giving me too much problem that seriously, i dont know how to help them anymore... All my parents know how to do is work... my mum's mind is always occupied with something else... My dad just basically doesnt care much about family matters... and both of my parents, they are the type that as long as there is no big problem like their stuffs got stolen, or house got burn, dont go disturb them...

With my bro n sis in their teenage years, they obviously have created so many drama n nonsense for me to handle them... and being an emotional me, i always go crazy when little stuff ticks me off... and hence, both my brother and sister regard me as the crazy elder sister... In fact, i think they hate me more n curse me more than my mum.. which it feels kinda hurt to be regarded like that.. but i think its worth it to be regarded like that if they turns out alright and i have done watever i could to stop them being rotten in the future...

When i was younger, i used to hate my parents so much till the extend that i actually curse them to die almost every single day for controlling me, taking my freedom away... going crazy on me.. and i was seriously not allowed to go out at all until like after form 5... i always blaming them n hate them for not understanding me... But now as i grew up, i understood why they did all those... if they had not, i would be a rotten piece of slut...

And now, i think my parents regretted being so hard on me that they gave so much freedom to my brother and sister which i think its too much... too much to an extend of like for exmaple, my sister got exam on coming monday, my mum will still allow my sister the go out the saturday before... like wtf...

Like only yesterday, i confronted my brother for doing something ridiculously stupid and i were to tell u all wat the heck is it u all will be like wtf???!!!! serious shit?? OMG!!! And please dont bother asking me.. i wont tell cause its an embarassing matter... too embarassing indeed that i wanna change my surname adi cause no one in the household bother to take any action on my bro.. Anyways, he was denying it... So, fine... to make a long story short, at the end when i was about to just let him go for awhile since he is going to have exam today... he go nasty and crazy on me... which i had to resort to whacking the hell out of him... And i think he dont feel any pain cause he is like 19 years old.. almost a grown man body n strength but with a 13 years old thinking... And yesterday was like the first time ever my bro got a beating from me ever since he was like 5? I was never the type of people who beat somebody up... and i know that cause my phone stealer friend tried to slap me also i didnt fight back... and also whenever my brother n sister did something wrong, i will always try to talk things out or just scold.. but yesterday, i had to beat him up cause he was being violent n disrespectful... And i seriously hate people disrepecting me when i give them my full respect in the first place...

After beating him up, i couldnt sleep... i had my mind on the incident the whole night yesterday until now... Yes, maybe i was being too harsh... but i also believe in respecting your elders... I even made my mum cried because i beat up my bro... sigh, my mum never change... She loves n spoil my bro as ever... and does my bro ever love my mum as much she loves him??? But regardless, she still loves him the most.. and its obvious... But anyways, i apologised to her today and bought her fav ice cream, green tea ice cream... yuck! But i made it clear to her that i apologised for making her cry but i dont apologise for beating up my bro cause he totally deserve it! If anyone of u know the real situation, everyone would agree.. he totally deserved it!

This incident made think the whole day... all the while i have been having very good relationships with my brother and sister... and bcos i had to occasionally take up the parent role when my mum couldnt do it.. they hate me, and this caused my relationship with my siblings turned sour...

Before my brother incident, it was my sister's problem... I couldnt sleep nor relax in peace each time i think of her and her problem... I kept of thinking of a solution on how to solve her nonsense... Which finally, i got a solution and that solution had made my relationship with my sister improved abit... When its starting to improve and when me n my sister are starting to talk again like when she was little up till like 3 years ago... My sister told me something about my brother which i had to take action and become the parent and being hated all over again.. but this time its my brother's turn! Sighh... luckily i dont have much siblings... Damn, have to note to self not to have so many children next time... 2 is more than enough...

I seriously hope that after getting all these curses from them... they hating me n etc... I would like to think that, at least i tried making them into a better person and tried stopping them from doing something that will ruin their future... i hope one day they will understand why i did all those.. why i went crazy on them, why i did this n that... Like how now i finally understood why my parents did all those to me and im seriously thankful for that... It maybe be tough and i was seriously hating them that time.. but now im really thankful that my parents was being hard on me...

See... im already sounding like an aunty... sigh... signs of getting old...

But seriously, its is seriously tough being a parent and also try to be the cool parent type...

2nd Installment of Hennessy Artistry 2010

2010-05-06T00:24:00.007+08:00

The second round of Hennessy Artistry of 2010!!!

HENNESSY ARTISTRY TURNS UP A NOTCH WITH TWO PARTIES IN PENANG & KL!!!

In May, there will be TWO Hennessy Artistry Party!!! One for people up north! And one for the central region people... Yupp and as always in Penang, the venue will be at QEII, Penang on May 27 and in KL will be at Zouk KL on May 29

The newly revamped Hennessy Mixing Zone is also set to return to allow fans to once again experience the Hennessy Digital Light Art FX booth, Hennessy Mix Master, and Hennessy Mixing Bar. But the highlight of it all, party goers will also again, be able to look forward to the delectable tastes of some of Hennessy VSOP’s signature long drinks – Hennessy Apple, Hennessy Ginger, Hennessy Berry and Hennessy Citrus.

And i still like ginger and citrus better!

So, who is going to perform at both places in the Hennessy Artistry Event?

Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo

Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo are actually two of four members from the electro house hip-hop quartet, a band name: Speaker Junkies. As a band, Speaker Junkies has opened for various acts such as LMFAO, Far East Movement, Sublime, Boomkat, and 2 Live Crew.

Having been heavily influenced by the entertainment scene from a very young age, 25 year-old Summer Daniels is not only a singer but also a model and actress. She recently transitioned from the studio and screen to take her rightful place on stage, microphone in hand, as the sexy front-woman of the band.

Partnering her on stage is fellow Speaker Junkies member and multi-talented Devon Duy Nguyen aka DJ Tempo. The singer, song writer, actor, producer, DJ, music composer and film composer was born in Minnesota and raised in Minneapolis, St. Paul. He has appeared in various major festivals and has played alongside renowned artistes such as Donald Gluade, Thomas Gold, Crystal Method, Felguk, Christopher Lawrence, and LA Riots.

Based in the US, Speaker Junkies has unleashed a new world of electronic music. Blending trance, house, break-beats, and electro into each single, their fresh new vibe is flawless and made especially for the electronic music lover.

Half of the band descends onto Hennessy Artistry with lead vocalist Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo, prepped and ready to unleash their infectious spine tingling tracks.

Joe Flizzow & Sona One

No stranger to the Malaysia music scene, Do you know that Joe Flizzow is actually one half of the internationally renowned Malaysian hip-hop duo, Too Phat?? As Too Phat, he released multi-platinum albums, sold over half a million records and even achieved international recognitions from MTV Asia and Channel V – incredible feats for a local artiste. He has also collaborated with various pop acts from Singapore, Thailand, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Australia, Canada and the United States. Among some of his standout credentials include performances for Linkin Park, the Black Eyed Peas, and Kanye Westhead-honco.

Now Joe Flizzow teams up with protégé Sona One for a ‘throw-your-hands-up-in-the-air’ hip-hop revolution. Promising an explosive, uncut rhyme style added with body-grooving vibes this performance is guaranteed to be something hip-hopper can salivate over.

Sona One’s repertoire is already an impressive list of artistic ventures on canvasses, walls and on stage holding a microphone. With the co-sign and backing of a regional hip-hop icon (Joe Flizzow), Sona One is well on his way to becoming one of Malaysia’s biggest superstars in the near future and he is only 21 years old!! Sona One officially signed with Kartel Records in August 2009. His debut album is expected to be released on the record label in 2010.

Ad Bangers

A combo of two top Malaysian DJ’s make their way into Hennessy Artistry in the second installment. Truly a force to be reckoned with, Ad Bangers is a duo that will bring the house down with attitude! The even fashionable DJ Blink teams up with Didjital (both of Lap Sap) for an idiosyncratic night of electro, hip-hop, house and a few mambo numbers that is sure the pump of the dance floor.

Blink, the hyperactive DJ, producer, promoter and designer, is constantly gorging on information, filing his head with as many bytes as possible. It’s a sound that’s reflected in the infectious upbeat mix of everything and anything that his wildly diverse sets have become unknown for.

Didjital brings to the table his unique style, and takes it on to another level with his versatile selection of music genres; ranging from bassline, fidget and hard electro house whilst mixing it up with his rhythmic scratching and tricks. He is constantly in tune with his crowd, firing spirits up to thrilling new heights.

Their aim: to connect people from the same industry, and integrating creative individuals from all walks of life into a quintessential world of turntablism, featuring a music mash-up ranging from House to HipHop to Mambo.

With more than just music reverberating through the club’s walls, Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is where music and cocktails find the perfect match. The blending of musical experiences provides the core essence, while Hennessy VSOP long drinks provide the evening’s inimitable spirit to complete the distinct ultimate clubbing experience.

Before i forget, here are some pictures i took frrom the first installment of Hennessy Artistry 2010 which happened on end of march in The Opera, KL...

Beginning of the night...

At the press conference..

See, benefits of being a blogger... i get to be this close to the artistes... this was taken during press conference before the whole event start...

This was taken when it was quite early... 10 plus pm i think... With mini acrobat show n all...

Then later on, there were too many people.. so they had to open that acrobat section to fill in more people... See the amount of people... So, pictures dont lie... Hennesst Artistry is indeed one of the most wanted, must have invitation to get into kind of party...

I had fun on my last Hennessy Artistry event... I get to see the awesome Shawn Lee performed and i get my phone back too... I even did a mini show for the public there to see how i got my phone back (pls note: it was embarassing n i didnt want to create a scene.. but i was kinda forced to)... It was indeed a very memorable event that i will remember for a very long time... I will remember her for a very long time..

I just thought about it... My friendship started with her (as in both of us started getting really close) during a Hennessy Artistry event 2 years ago... and now my friendship with her ended in a Hennessy Artitry event... How cliche...

Ok, so... pls... go visit the Hennessy Artistry website... and lurk around there everyday for the RSVP link to be open.. RSVP it and get invited to the awesome party of Hennessy Artistry...

Again, Main Rules and Regulations to get invited to the most awesome party in Malaysia from Hennessy Artistry...

Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at QE II and Zouk logon to www.h-artistry.com.my. Alternatively, to relive the experience of past H-Artistry events or to receive updates on the upcoming party, visit the official Facebook fan page: www.h-artistry.com.my/facebook or follow H-Artistry on Twitter: www.h-artistry.com.my/twitter. The party is strictly opened to non-Muslim guests aged 21 years and above only. ID verifications will be carried out at the door.

To read how much fun i had last year when Hennessy Artistry had its second installment of the year 2009... Click link below...
Second Installment of Hennessy Artistry 2009!

Like OMG! So fast one year has pass already???? Things that had happen in this one year felt like 3 years of things happened man.... So many weird things have happened... and its unbelievable that all those things happen in one year... damnn...

This entry is to trash people! The Fakeness of people...

2010-03-26T04:11:00.009+08:00

This is an entry about friendships, fake friendships and disappointment...

And im going to be totally straight forward here but without naming any names... if u think its you, then its u... cause its gonna be so straight forward that even a retard with down syndrome would know... I cannot handle anymore fakeness already... If i hurt your feelings here, Im sorry... You should know im being straight forward n honest here... Unless u rather me be fake, then i guess we r not suppose to be friends... I've lost of alot friends lately... got betrayed, got hurt... i dont mind losing a few more...

I used to have a friend (lets give her a name: Boobless)... which we met through a guy friend in KLCC and then we got closer in Hennessy Artistry event mid 2008... we got so close that we meet each other almost everyday... to the point that people actually mistaken us for lesbians... We went to every single event together in KL... I fetched her to everywhere we wanna go... I celebrated her birthday for her on year 2008 in advance in Pavillion... Bought her bday cake all by myself when no one wanted to even chip in for her birthday... On her real birthday, we went to Perhentian Island together... I treat her diving, transport and some meal... Most of the time when we go out, i treat her... (that is of course when i have extra cash, and i was single of course i got extra cash)... And come to think of it, it was kinda stupid of me to treat someone that nice whom i only know for half a year...

You will see Miss Boobless face on almost each of my blog entry in year 2008... when i read back on my blog entry how much i used to love her... it hurts so much... sigh...

Around Nov, i lost my handphone due to break-in to my car... Then on Dec 2008, I bought a new phone... The Sony Ericsson Xperia X1... My mum paid for me actually.. And she was really hesitant to buy such expensive for me cause u know parents... never agree in buying such expensive stuff...

On Mid Jan, I lost my Xperia... In Zouk.. and i did not blog about me losing my phone cause i didnt wan my mum to kill me that time... HOw did i lose it? I trusted that Boobless girl with my handphone and put it in her purse... I was busy smsing my bf but that time not yet bf... U know the courting period... of course a lot of sweet smses... When i lost my phone in Zouk, I went berzerk... I yelled, i cried, i throw tables... I cursed the mother fucker who stole my phone will die while shitting or even choke on rice n die... (unfortunately, the person did not.. But since now i know who did it, I hope next time when that person has a daughter, that person's daughter will be born retarded and got raped at the age of 4 repeatedly until the daughter dies... If has a son, the son will be erectile dysfunction and born retarded)... I totally trusted that person, thats y i left my phone on her hand.. I did not even suspect its Boobless... If i had suspected it was her at the first place i would have searched her body that time la... mother fucking bitch! My other friends who went with me to ZOuk that night, actually suspected its Boobless.. but i chose not to believe and i chose not to find out... Cause i had full faith in her... that i treated like my own sister... in fact, much nicer than my own sister and my own best friend... I totally didnt believe she would do that to me...

As for me, i got Rm3K more broke... As i did not wan my mum to know i lost the phone, i borrowed money from my best friend and buy the same shitty phone again... But this time is an AP phone... the first X1 was Ori... I took like 4 months to return the RM3K to my best friend with some help from my bf... So, i was freaking broke for 4 months...Imagine la, i lived in KL.. rental RM400 and plus utilities almost Rm600 all together... and i return my best friend rm500 every month and my salary after tax was rm1700... and i eat out every single day...

So last friday, i went to Hennessy Artistry... I finally want to know whether is it Boobless that did it because she has been bad mouthing me, betraying me behind my back, when i have done totally nothing to her... Examples: Things that i told her about another friend, i tell her not to tell... She went n tell that friend... (No, i did not gossip, it was pure fact anyways)... And i actually kinda purposely tell her those things, cause i wan to know whether she is the back stabbing bitch, back stabbibg me... when i know she really did tell, thats it la... I dont wan to be nice anymore... cause i freaking hate 'kiss n tell' people... I start on my mission to find out whether my lost phone is really on her hands... So i went to Hennessy Artistry last friday to find out...

And yupp, true enough... I compared the IMEI No. that i had from my X1 box to the IMEI No. from the phone.. it matches... When i knew it was her, i got so disappointed, sad.. n try not to believe it... When i confronted Boobless, she denied... She said... Same IMEI No. doesnt mean is your phone ok! Like WTF??? Cannot deny adi wat... She somemore said, its some guy name Jimmy that give it to her... and she told me "If u want, i ask Jimmy to come here la!" So i said... Ok, ask him to come here... i will wait! And at this point, she said "How to ask him to come, he's at overseas!" HAHAHAHAhahahahaa.... Fucking funny... This stupid reason reminds me of when i was in school, when my headmistress ask me to call my parents to school for disciplinary problems, i used to use this lame excuse to the headmistress... I have tried to take care of her pride by confronting her at the staircase where there's not much people around.. but when i walked off, she came after me (i was already at the entrance of first floor) n yelled at me saying she wants her phone back! Like wtf??? When i turned back to her, she kinda attacked me n slapped me... which she kinda missed a little cause she was shorter than i am... and she is a small size, that slap feels like nothing... I pushed her away leaning towards the wall...and told her... "there is no use for u to do this, im much stronger than u... what are you trying to do huh?" When i let go off her, she tries attacking again... funny man... a small size girl with a strength of a kitten trying to over power this huge me??? At this point, of course everyone there are looking at us... So, yeah... if u were to be at Hennessy Artistry at the Opera last friday, and u see 2 girls fighting on first floor, that would be me n Boobless... I even yelled to her... "You fucking phone stealer! Im not gonna giving you back the fucking phone! If u wan the phone back, u go report police and tell the police that i stole ur phone la!"...

I seriously regret until today that i did not hit her back that time... But i kinda know why i didnt that time... cause i knew if i were to hit her, she will confirm fall flat! I actually still cared how she would have felt..! WTF!!!!! Silly me!! Why am i so nice at the wrong fucking time????!!!

This lesson has really made me realize... Only RM3k can cause a friendship.. it does not matter how much i have done for that person... This incident seriously made me feel so scared to have close friends anymore... WHy people cannot be a little bit more genuine? Im not asking for 100% genuine cause i know, its impossible to be 100% genuine anymore... but at least, treat the person on the same level as how the person treats u.... Like when a person is nice n genuine to u at 60%, u could at least be at 50%... not at 10%! Is it that hard?? It gets so disappointing...

This makes me seriously feel to not wan have friends anymore... I rather be cooped up at home n be alone man!

BTW MISS BOOBLESS, IM STILL WAITING FOR YOUR JIMMY FRIEND TO COME PICK UP THE PHONE! BRING PROOF OF PURCHASE YA SINCE U SAY SAME IMEI NO. DOESNT MEAN YOU STOLE MY PHONE!

OK, I DECIDED TO BE A BITCH... MISS BOOBLESS IS ACTUALLY MISS STEPHANIE KOK YEN LING, THE PHONE STEALER THAT STAYS AT KEPONG, KL! STUDIES AT TARC IN KL... Nehh... short, boobless (totally no boobies... no even a small bump... only nipples!), small built, super long hair and always like to flip her hair around like she is so damn pretty like that... and a fucking phone stealer... and oh, she likes to find rich boyfriends to maintain her lifestyle... she only loves branded stuff... if you buy her branded stuff, she will fuck you adi... go ahead n try la, if u think she is pretty enough... Please go fuck her until she have aids or stds ok....

Lately, i have also been having problems with another friend of mine... Let call her Miss LongHair... I have been friends with LongHair for a very long time... someone whom i shared watever nonsense i have... i shared it all to her... but lately, it has been very hard... I dont know how to trust her... I dont know wat to believe in her anymore... I honestly feel, that watever i try to say or share, doesnt mean anything anymore... Cause somehow, the problem is with me.. i feel she will be lying or be fake again... I have put a wall on her... sometimes the wall gets thicker... sometimes it gets thinner... I just cant seem to totally remove that wall... We used to share similar thoughts... I have no walls on her... i talk watever shit i wan in front her... and she will still be listening n giving me advice that makes me think... damn, we r so alike... but now, when i tell her things... for example, my relationship stuff... about me quarreling with my bf... She will either vaguely answer me... Or like try to answer me things that she thinks i wan to hear... But when she answer me things that i dont like to hear, i put on a deaf ear to her... and this problem is getting serious... Its like, she give me the answer that i wan to hear also die for her (cause i will think she is starting to act fake again)... And to be honest, i think i know her well enough to differentiate whether her answer is really from her opinion or something that i wan to hear... and if she gives me her real opinion also die for her (cause when i hear something i dont like, i put on a deaf ear)... For example; when she said my bf is being freako, possesive n etc.. I dont like to hear it... cause my thinking is... my bf is like bcos he doesnt wan me to fall back into my old reckless life...and he is afraid of losing me to that kind of life... And bcos of wat i did to him in the beginning of our relationship, thats why he is still having trouble trusting me... So, at times when i argue with my bf regarding trust issues, i will talk to Miss LongHair about it and she will say things that i wan to hear n things that wouldnt offend me... I dunno how to explain la... Miss LongHair will understand this...

This is because our thinking is no longer the same... I think i am moving forward to a stable, wan kid, family, husband life... she is still into single life... this is where we are different...

Whatever that she is doing to her life... destroying her life as i see it... As how she sees my life as pityful... I used to not agree wat she is doing to her life... As i seriously love her too much that i dont want her to go tru the nonsense i went tru before i found this bf of mine / cum husband :D .... But i come to agree with my ownself that... She will not listen... like how i used to not listen when people give me good advise... I need to see the black hole... jump into that big black hole then only will believe its a big black hole... this is how normal human actually are... gatai... must go bang the wall then only will believe the wall is hard... So now, our conversations are not longer in depth.. in details... we only talk very surface stuff... like her daily life, her work and my daily boring life... We are so not the same anymore... And it seriously hurts me that we r turning into this... I think this problem is very hard to solve.. as i got my own issues to solve... My own issues as in... I cannot help myself but to start thinking each time she say something, i will start to think... is she being genuine or is she saying this bcos this is wat she thinks i wan to hear? So yeah, this problem lies in me... Not her fault actually... But sometimes u see, i known her for so many years, i can differentiate whether she is being genuine or not... when i sense fakeness again, my wall to her turn thick... And im the type that likes to act stupid... I did not say it, doesnt mean i dont know anything... I just keep it to myself until the right time to tell... or maybe i wont even tell... I will just go disappointed n my wall just gonna turn thicker... Last friday, we talk things out through the phone... and im glad everything came out... My wall towards her turn thin... in fact, much thinner compare to way before... (but of course, there are still somethings that are not quite out yet, i will talk to Miss LongHair about it when i see her next time...) I really seriously wan our friendship to work the way it was before... I wan to hold no barrier when talking to u n u hold no barrier when talking to me... (ok, im writing this as if its for her cause i know she reads my blog).... I dont wanna care wat u r doing now with ur life is right or wrong anymore... I just wan our friendship back to the way it was... I know it maybe hard for now... And im pretty sure in the future, we could be like the way it was before... (as in when we both have family of our own) then we will be on the same track again... ... I wan to be there for you when u have problems... like before... I wan sincere, genuine friendship... No fakeness anymore.... You should know how much i cannot stand people being fake... you should know how many people have betrayed me when i have done nothing wrong to them... I even have cried for stupid friends that steal my shoes when i was in college... and cried bcos of that boobless phone stealer bitch...
And you my dear, i have cried so many times bcos of you... not only recently... but way before when u did disappoint me at some occasions... but u didnt know... i just cried silently because of u.. for so many times over n over...

I dont wan to feel like an immature young high school girl that cries for friendship... i feel lame ok... Sometimes, adults are like kids... im so old adi, but i sometimes forget that im an adult... i think of stupid stuff n worry over little stupid stuff like a kid... sighh....

I hope by now, u will have not much hard feelings... remember i told u on the phone, i promise to try to open up as much as possible... this is my first step of trying...

***Actually this entry, i was thinking of writing about at least 4 different people... but its 6.15am now! so i chose 2 people to write about... one is to trash Miss Boobless... one is to open up to Miss LongHair... thats y my first paragraph of this entry is irrelevant adi... :)***

***** UPDATE: Miss Boobless blocked her blog after reading this entry of mine... See, really guilty people does that.... *****

Wanna see how pretty the Boobless phone stealer looks like?

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Blog ----> since she blocked her blog, u cant see anything...

***** Another update: She totally close down her facebook n her blog adi... Nothing to see adi... :( Did she die or something? Hahahahahahahahahaaaa.... she should...! *****

Hennessy Artistry 2010

2010-03-10T23:12:00.008+08:00

First installment of Hennessy Artistry 2010 is coming up real soon!

19th March 2010

This year... things are gonna be much more fun.. more activites... more involvement... More involvement means more different zones in the party itself!
In other words, new concept in partyingggg.... Yay!

Setting the tone for the party at Opera is the Hennessy Mixing Zone which gets a facelift and will feature four new and improved zones – the Hennessy Mix Master, Hennessy Mixing Bar, the Hennessy Digital Light Art Effects, and a Hennessy Live Twitting Zone.

So, most of you all gonna ask... What are those huh?

Those who have been to Hennessy Artistry party before, they will definitely know what is Hennessy Mixing Bar...

Hennessy Mixing Bar is of course the place where they mix Hennessy VSOP with other stuff.. The usual signature Hennessy Apple and Hennessy Ginger cocktails will still be around of course (btw, my fav is ginger).. But there will be new fresh flavours!!! Featuring two brand new long drinks: Hennessy Citrus and Hennessy Berry!! I gotta try it man... I wonder why am i getting all so excited about this huh... :D :D :D

Hennessy Mix Master - For those who have always wanted to be a DJ, the ‘Hennessy Mix Master’ would be the perfect platform to do so. Here, fans would be guided by a professional DJ which will be helping them uncover their hidden talents and creativity in music producing. Their tracks will then be uploaded onto the official Hennessy Artistry website (www.h-artistry.com.my) where organizers will then select the top 20 tunes and reward the winners with a bottle of Hennessy VSOP each. The producer of the top-ranked track will also be walking away with an iPod Touch. Winners will be notified within 3 weeks after the event.

Hennessy Digital Light Art Effects - On the 19th march 2010 Hennessy Artistry party in The Opera, You guys will get to see the introduction of the ‘Hennessy Digital Light Art Effects’. In this area, people would be able to express their creativity and discover their artistic side as they create and design their own Hennessy VSOP desktop wallpapers using light technology and video projections. ^__^ I think my darling will be good at this...! But im not the artsy type... So, urrmmm.........

Hennessy Live Twitting Zone - Is of course for Twitter fans... People who likes to twitter all the time... The party at Opera will for the first time feature the ‘Hennessy Live Twitting Zone’!! Here, Twitterers would be able to update their status which will then be broadcasted live throughout the whole event! So, those who didnt get to go... Gonna be so green with envy when they read how much fun we are r going to have...!

On the music front, the first H-Artistry instalment of 2010 will feature an outstanding line-up of musical talents from Malaysia and Japan.

From Japan..... Toko based DJ Sarasa a.k.a Silverboombox...will bring the house down with her blend of highly-energetic Hip Hop, Funk, Disco, Soul, Breakbeats and House music.. And so you know, she could break dance while DJ-ing..

Our very own Malaysian - Bunkface, u know those guys that sings Silly Lilly?? Which that song was number 1 on Hitz.FM’s Malaysian Top Ten for 8 weeks and number 1 on Fly.fm’s Campur Chart for 10 weeks. Bunkface started to get known when they won first place for the Battle of the Bands competition in UNISEL organized by ROTTW on march 2006. Bunkface’s popularity soared even higher when their latest single, ‘Through My Window’ was released recently with the song garnering more than 3.7 million online mentions.

DVJ G Mix, one of the few individuals in the country with the ability to ‘visualize sounds’ and to provide audiences with hypnotic, head-turning visuals. He has performed as the closing act for the Bangkok Invaders and most memorably, as the guest DVJ at Korean superstar Rain’s concert VIP after party in Kuala Lumpur.

Last but not least, Shawn Lee.. Yupp, the First Malaysian Beatbox Champion... I heard he is so good that he represented Malaysia at the Beatbox Battle World Championship in Berlin and was ranked number 9 in the competition out of 45 contestants from 40 countries last year!

Have i excite you yet?? I think is enough for you all to quickly get ur ass up... and ask for invites from your power friends that has invites or go to Hennessy Artistry website and RSVP for ur invitation asap!

I will definitely be there... So, get on it now...

I have been like at least 6 or 7 (kinda lost count) Hennessy Artistry events since 2008... and trust me, Hennessy Artistry party gets better n better every year man!

This Picture was taken at Hennessy Artistry July 2009 in Bukit Kiara Equestrian Park where Fatman Scoop performed... *look at the amount of people man!*

Me with my then best girl friends.. :D

Wanna read about my past experiences in Hennessy Artistry party??
Click here
Year 2008
Year 2009

My most memorable Hennessy Artistry event was when Flo Rida was here... on July 2008... Best of the best... cause i had so many friends, different groups ofr friends went.. Totally enjoyed the the crowd.. And i was mad happily tipsy... Those who went with me will know.... So everytime i hear Flo Rida's.. "Apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur... Low Low Low Low..." It so reminds me of Hennessy Artistry and the so much fun i had! Ish... Missing the good old times... Im getting old.... Sigh...

Ok, i feel like im starting to rant nonsense adi... So yeah... gotta go.. see u all soon!!

But remember....

Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ at The Opera, Sunway Pyramid is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the March 19 event, logon to www.h-artistry.com.my. Alternatively, to know more about past events or to receive updates on the upcoming party, visit the official Facebook fan page: www.h-artistry.com.my/facebook or follow H-Artistry on Tweeter: www.h-artistry.com.my/twitter. The party is strictly opened to non-Muslim guests aged 21 years and above only. ID verifications will be carried out at the door.

Settling Down??

2010-03-02T04:04:00.002+08:00

As everybody knows... Im settling down... My life now is all about my bf... Every single day is all about him...

But i cannot help but wonder... What does settling down really means?

I know my boundaries here... I live a life like a married woman.. wherever that i wan to go, i need to ask permission from my the other half.. whatever that i need to do, i need to inform him first... But does it include being always alone.. caged down...?

I used to go out alot.. going out parties n events.. every single weekends... When i was in KL, if there's an event, u'll see me there... Now, i dont even bother about events, not excited about it at all... But there are many times, i longed to go partying... just once in a while... I believe it will do no harm right? But the process on getting my immigration officer approve it gets tiring... I hate the feeling that when i nicely ask for permission to go out clubbing, with my bf along... he will start to insult, shoot me of my past life... give me many nonsense so that i end up not going... My applications always get denied... But i still suck it up n end up listening to him... But there are sometimes, he cannot feel my pain inside... All i wanted was to go out crazying, just once in a blue moon... Im not asking every weekend! Every since i came back from KL for good last July, i have never touch alcohol for the purpose of fun n get drunk.. I never go to clubs since then.. NOt even once! What i do everyday in Penang is Monday till Saturday.. my bf works.. full day... when he work, im alone... i do nothing.. i either go to work or sleep at home.. watch dvds, wait for him to finish work.. And when saturdays come, i hate to go to the malls alone.. cause everyone will be couply or with someone... but im alone... The most looked forward day of the week is sunday.. when he doesnt work.. I get to spend my whole day with him.. And his mood is usually good from Saturday night till sunday... Cause he dont have to work.. so his mood is exceptionally nice... During working days, his mood are seriously like a stick got stuck up in his ass.. sour, angry or tired...

There are times, when i feel really lonely... i think to myself.. Is this worth it?? Doing all this for him.. is it worth it? All i do everyday is nothing... i wait for him to finish work n my life revolve around him... Its so much about him that it worries me.. Is this right? Is this worth it? And usually, i tell myself its worth it cause there's this something inside me tells me that i will never be able find someone like him anymore.. no doubt he's not that good looking, not tall, not rich, has this crazy temper like me once in a while... but i feel that he is the most honest man i have ever met... He gives me security... He gives me this feeling that he will never betray me.. He is loyal... He loves me so very much and its worth it for me to give all my loyalty to him...

But at the same time, i've lost so much... I lost touch with all my friends... i lost many friends... i lost my own faith... lost confidence... Its like without him, i dont know wat to do anymore... i got too dependent on him... It also scares me that im settling down so fast... There are times, i even ask myself... If this is the life i want? Is this kind of life enough for me? Dont get me wrong, i dont wanna go back partying n do more nonsense anymore.. Its just that I cannot help but wonder... Is there more out there? For example, when the weather is so freaking hot these past few days.. I was thinking.. am i meant to be here, stuck in Malaysia for the rest of my life? Where else, 5 years ago, i dreamt of new life in Australia... having 4 seasons weather for the rest of my life, making five figure income with my degree... And five years ago, never in a million years i would want to settle down like this... boring n mundane... Yes, in total honest... as much as i love my bf so much... my life is seriously boring n mundane... But what kept me going on is that... I keep on thinking to myself... My bf is worth it.. This is how normal people settle down.. Worth it to be boring... dedicate everything i do n share everything i do with my the other half.. prepare n learn how to start a family... If i still continue partying n go crazy every weekends like every other people do... No guys would ever treat me seriously... who would wan a party girl to be their wife???

There are some friends of mine, they say they pity my life... They feel that im missing so much in life... Doing nothing n wasting my life on someone controlling as him... To my friends, he is controlling...

Yes, he may be over controlling at times.. but i see it as prevention of any possible future nonsense to happen.. U know, those cheating n nonsense shit (and you guys know, how complicated can a relationship get these days)... And i personally, really feel i am not missing much in life.. I believe i have play, partied, done and tried many things that other people have not... I am satisfied with my life.. i have done n tried so many things that i dont think i am wasting my life away.. Im old, I need to retire from the partying wild life... I wan to start a family... I wan to get married n have baby... this is my new goal.. this is what i have not done... And i seriously envy people with family.. Everytime i see a family of three, a couple and one young baby looking all happily like that, i envy them.. I wan to be like them...

But when i see my other friends my age or older than me goes out partying every weekend, i dont feel a bit envy... I have done those and feeling superb boring with those adi... And when they give me the pity look, i actually kinda pity them in return... I dont know why i feel that... I know people have their own reasons why at this stage, they still party n go crazy.. but dont they think they are abit too old to compete with 16 years old girls to like 22 year olds? There are some girls... over 30.. mid 30s and still act like as if they are 21 or 24 like that.. i feel sad n pity those kind of girls... I dont wanna be those aunties trying to be young.. i wan to act my own age... And at my age, im suppose to be settling down... But i dont know why, there are times, i feel doubtful.. I feel scared at the thought of settling down... Am i not ready? Am i being kiasu? Maybe there's more to life than this? Maybe i am meant for something else? Maybe this is not me? Ok, this is me.. U see, those are the questions i ask myself when i feel doubtful.. when i start to get lonely n think nonsense again.. And when my bf is being superb nice, spends all his time with me... laugh n joke with me... Show his love n care for me (which i only get that on sundays).. gives me his full attention, i feel so happy... and i feel so sure he's the one... and i know for sure i wan him to be my husband... Sigh...I dont know... I dont know why i am feeling like this... Maybe got too much free time on my hands...

So, whats the real definition of settling down huh? Am i on the right path?

Neyo - Never Knew I Needed

2010-03-01T15:28:00.005+08:00

This song sincerely represents my current relationship... and i love this song so much! Definitely will be one of my wedding songs! :D

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always

My 2009... And hello 2010...

2010-01-07T02:42:00.004+08:00

Its the new year.. How have I been in 2009? Gosh, I cannot believe how fast time has fly past me...

I started the year 2009 in a rather peaceful way... Did my count down for 2009 in my hotel room in Bangkok alone.. Wishing secretly that I'd find my love n fall in love with someone who will really appreciate me, really love me, will never use me, will not take me for granted.. And on mid Jan, I started to get closer to an old friend of mine.. Well not really old but I've known him for 2 years.. And we became an item not long after.. And of course we r still together up till now.. Now, I have moved in with him... He treats me as his wife and I see him to be my potential husband..

Then, nothing special happen to me along the way... I was starting to get bored about partying life, clubbing n events.. I got more attached to my bf and things at work in KL got worse as I was quite unhappy with my working environment as I have some tight, green people in my ex company that I'm not happy with.. My thinking is.. If u r not happy about something, do something about it.. So I resigned and came back to Penang for good... Its about the right time for me anyways, long distance relationship getting sick for me.. So if I wanted my relationship this time to really work, I gotta do something about it.. So I left all my so called happening life in kl for someone I believe its worth it for.. I came back to Penang for good on end of July.. My life in Penang was good at the beginning.. I celebrated my birthday on August with 3 other closest people in my life.. That is my boy friend, my best friend, my boyfriend's best friend whom was my best friends's boy friend too.. That time, I felt like I'm the happiest and most hang fuk person on earth.. I had best friend n a boy friend who loves me to death.. I moved in with my bf on mid Aug, I think... Then my life is the same everyday in Penang... Slowly, I started to get emo n down on end of sept till early nov as I was constantly alone.. My bf is always busy working.. I'm always alone feeling so lonely.. And started to miss my KL life alot.. And begin to wonder is this all worth it??

I started a new job but in the same position and same job scope on the first monday of Oct.. Hate my job as usual.. But I have be in this line for the sake of my parents.. I love my boss and my flexibility... So nothing to complain la.., I plan to stick in this company like forever.. Muahaaha... Ok, about the lonely part, I brushed it aside after huge fight with my bf and tell him all my problems and he tried to do his best to make me feel not alone.. Despite the fact that he was fucking busy with his new company.. He was really busy setting up the new company.. My life is the same ol same ol.. Until Dec.. Yupp, which was just last month.. Many things have happened.. Then on Mid Dec, I found out something which turned my life around... I was secretly wishing it would happen but it happened at the wrong time.. Inconvenient to mention it but lets just put it this way, this thing will haunt me forever n make an impression on me forever... Huge decision to make about that.. But the decision that I could finally make was end of dec.. Which was a total wrong decision which I regretted till this day and will regret forever.. I tell myself and swore to myself.. If this happens again, I will not make the wrong decision ever again... I will stand firm on my decision and carry it on.. After I made that stupid decision which I will regret for the rest of my life, I turned into depression mode.. I looked ok on the outside but I was crushed all inside.. I hated everybody that influenced me to make that decision.. But I can blame no one but myself cause I was not firm enough...

I celebrated new year's eve by just cooking at home for jen n her bf, my bf and my bf's parents.. Jen and I cooked spaghetti, mashed potatoes, broccoli and ham backe, and buttered mushroom.. We did our count down at home at my bf's attic floor over looking the Batu Ferringhi seaview.. Peaceful, quiet, without jam and sweaty people...

On Jan 1st, my emotions came all out.. Crying like crap over my lost n the stupid decision that I made.. Told my bf that I had enough of everything, I seriously hated everyone that gave me that stupid solution.. My parents were part of it.. So I hated them as well... Still don't feel like talking to them cause they asked me to do it and now they never care enough to bother calling me to see how am I doing.. I even wanted to break up with my bf n just wanna go disappear to some place that no one knows me.. This was how down I felt.. I felt like ending my life was just the only option.. But the weird thing is, I woke up the next day feeling different... Something inside me tells me to think of this problem I had in a different way... Try to over look it.. Focus on something more positive.. And tell myself that this is me.. It is something that I couldn't see before that's y I was so depressed.. I've been trying to feel positive about it since then.. But occasionally, I still feel abit down n depressed over my lost.. But sigh, wats been done, has been done... No more turning back.. *ok, this paragraph, u guys don't have to understand it, its only for my reference*

So, this is my year.. Calm most of the time.. Try to be domesticated.. Stayed at home most of the time, be with my bf cum future husband everyday.. Do things for him n his family.. Trying to train myself into wife material.. Occasional emo n lonely moments n etc.. Cannot blame me for being emo la my dear.. My year 2008 was all about partying, outgoing life.. And yeah, hell lots of flings n stupidity.. And suddenly my life had changed to calm, quiet, peaceful just for u.. And I finally understood many things because of you...

Yes, my life is all about my bf.. Like I said, my blog will evolve as I evolve..

I wonder how will my 2010 be?? What's in store for me this year? I don't have a resolution this year.. But I'm not afraid to say this.. I'm hoping I'll get married this year.. My bf says if he can manage financially, he will wan to make me his wife.. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed.. I'm gonna try to be a good girl n good gf to him... Hehehee... Let me put a disclaimer here.. I'm not desperate to get married ok! Its just that I find that love happens in a very magical way... I never believe those saying that 'when u see that someone, u will know immediately that he's the one'.. But oddly enough, when I see this bf of mine.. I have this very very strong feeling n its telling me that he's the one.. And its worth it to do so much n sacrifice so much for him.. I hope we can make it this time.. Yes, I know its very sickening to read so many stuff about my bf.. But trust me, if u really found the one, u will truly understand how I feel.. I used to be the 'wtf, so fucking gay, no such thing as the one, love is bullshit' kind of girl.. And I read from somewhere that not everybody can find their soulmate.. And I think I'm lucky as I think I've found my soulmate.. :D

Anyways, I'll see wats in store for me this year.. Finger crossed for everything to be fine, smooth n calm.. Till then.. Muacksss!

My Life So Far?

2009-12-09T03:48:00.003+08:00

Last weekend, i went to a close friend's wedding... Andy & Rachel... and during that wedding dinner, i met alot of my Uni friends again... Sam asked me... How are you?? You never blog for a long time already... How would i know wats up with u?

And then it occurred to me... i have abandon my blog for almost 2 months... Its not like i care much about my blog... i just have nothing interesting to write... All i can always write nowadays is about my daily life and what have i been doing, what have i been up and i do with my bf... i believe this blog will evolve as i evolve... now, im a boring person... so my blog is boring... when im married later, i will write about marriage in my blog... and when i have kids later on... my blog will be all about my kids... seriously k...

So, I've been back to Penang ever since mid July... and my God! Time flies... 5 months have passed... and im still adapting to my life in Penang... Yes, Penang life is so darn boring, nothing shit to do, no interesting events to go to, no nice clubs to go to.. So i no longer go out partying and drinking anymore....

All i've been doing is try to become a good girl, no partying wildlife, not much friends around me... adapting to quiet life... Since i have moved in with my bf, im spending every single day in and out moment with my bf... except working hours of course... Im trying to adapt into family-hood... Try to create and make better bonding with his parents... try to be useful around house work even though i dont really like to do house work... try to withstand his traditional mum's constant shooting... therefore, i learn to be more patient and traditional chinese mannerism (which i come from a modern family, and this is seriously something new to me)... Practically, im just training and trying to be a good wife, a good daughter in law and someone domesticated... But im still very far from good...

At first, when i first came back from KL, it was sweet and nice... cause everything is new and my bf was really appreciating my presence every single moment... Then on and on and on.... Since Oct till Nov, i felt really lonely.... Even though i have my own job, i still feel lonely... I was kinda in depression mode a little last month cause of my constant feeling of loneliness... Its not that my bf no longer accompany me... Its just that i feel i dont socialize enough... When i get too free at times, i think about my KL life then my aussie life... i missed them so much... There are many days which i could actually count amount of people i talk to... There are days that i only talks to my bf and no one else... For example; during weekdays when i work... i woke up to go to work and i talk to 2 of my bosses only... then i finish work and i talk to my bf.... so yeah, i was depressed for not socializing enough... and my bf, was starting to get used to me around him that he started to take me for granted... its like when we r all out together with his friends, its fine and i understand that he has to talk to his friends... but when we r alone at home at night after working, he would be doing his normal stuff like read magazines, comic books, watch his dvds, play his PS3 and etc... we dont talk much; as in those really communication type of talk... Thats y i got more n more depressed... and i couldnt take it any longer that we had a huge fight, i confronted him with my problems and etc... and now we r much better...

Come to think of it, in this 5 short months being with my bf everyday... we argued alot... we fought many times... its like i've never fought so much before in a relationship and he even agree the same thing... But we both realized that we r both moving forward really fast and our relationship is like in a fast forward pace... The more we argue and fight, the more we knew each others needs, the more we understand each other better... We never really have a huge fight and then there is no solution to it... we both always made sure that there is a solution to that problem before we brush it off and keep it inside again... We both felt that with our constant arguing, its like we are both trying to fix our indifferences before we finally settle down and get married... It feels weird though... usually people say, the more u argue with your the other half, the more further apart your feelings will be... But as for me and him, the more we argue, the closer we get... Even though we r together for almost a year, it felt like we r together for 3 years already...

This is wat i really love about my relationship with him... We can talk and discuss almost anything without any hindrance... We both can have heart to heart talk and figure out eachother's wants and needs... We both have the almost same attitude... We dont like to keep the problems to ourselves... We both like to lash it all out to each other even when there is a little problem... Its like when im feeling really lonely last month, i confronted him and told him about my problem... (of course it started with a fight first)... He said im too emoish... then i told him wats my problem and why am i being emo and he actually listens...He will listen then try to make things better, our relationship better... As for the other way round, he has problem trusting me... (n yes, i know.. it is my fault and my past that he has trust issues with me)... So, in order to gain his trust back, i spend everyday being with him... tell him how much i love him and why i love him... show him and try to prove to him that im slowly changing for the better and im not my past anymore...

Now, im feeling ok.. my bf has made efforts to communicate more and he has been n still trying to make our relationship perfect... In this relationship, i can see that we both are clearly trying to make it as colorful and as wonderful as possible... Most of the time, i feel like a married woman... and if being married is this wonderful, i dont mind man... :D (but i just wish that i have nicer and more lenient mother-in-law).... It really does feel good to have someone totally belongs to you 100%... Someone to complete you... someone to really love and care for you...

So yeah, this is wat i do almost everyday... argue with bf, hanging out with bf (we r both like inseparable... its like u see him, u'll see me... u see me, u'll see him) and his friends...and the only friends i hang out with here is Jen and Mel... Im friendless here in Penang... and i keep on thinking... damn, when i get married, i totally cannot find enough bride's maid or "chi muis" on my big day man! and my bf has a lot of friends that could easily be his best man / "heng tai".... Dieded...

And everybody / alot of people getting married these days!!! When is my turn??? Muahahahaa.....

Sick of me talking about my bf yet? Like i said, my blog will evolve along with me... muahahahaa.....

The thing about criticism...

2009-10-15T12:43:00.004+08:00

I recently realised that im a critic.. im a big bad critic... not the good critic type... but bad type... i complain about this n that.. everything doesnt seem to be good enough for me... but of course when it comes to about food, im very particular about my food and im the type that spends money for good worthy food... Ok, back to everything doesnt seem to be good enough for me...

Well yeah... as i was saying, i complain about almost every single things as if im so perfect... i do not know why, how and when i turned like this... but my bf has made me realise that i criticize almost about everything...

When i first met my bf, i criticize that he's not good enough for me... as in not good looking enough, not tall enough, not smart looking enough... and all i concentrated was on his bad points... but after that, i realised his bad points were only physical looks and the inner him... i have basically nothing to complain...

and what i also didnt realised is that, when criticise about him alot... i didnt think of myself? the person i am... it took me 8 months until 2 days ago... to realise that i've been so selfish and been critizing him without thinking about myself... that he could withstand my bitchiness, my craziness, my mood swings which is very superbly crazy, my hot temper and my occasional screwing with his brains, mentally torturing him... and he did not criticise me about this... and he still love me to bits... and would still wants me to spend the rest of his life with him... And so you know, being with him for this past months, i have unleashed all my craziness towards him... So he has already seen the craziness in me that no one has ever seen but he could still bear with my stupid shits... Why didnt i think of this earlier???

My point is... i have heard alot of people, wanting to choose for their perfect partner... have their own criteria and requirements on what kind of person should be their perfect life partner and who deserve to be with them (this i think i would mostly point out to girls)... is a very stupid selfish thinking... being so picky and all towards the guy... but have u girls ever think those kind of guys would want you?

Yes, to be honest.. i used to be one of them (maybe i still am)... i used to want this this that that in my bf... as in like ridiculous criteria... but what i didnt think is... what have i got to offer to deserve that kind of man?

I am lazy ass woman who prefer not to clean my own house as i think hiring maids are the solution(even though i need to clarify that i know how to do housework k! im just freaking lazy to do it), i know how to cook but lazy.. prefer to eat out... im not the manja, sweet polite kind of woman that can serve my man well... im not those traditional type of woman that serve the man all the way... i have bad habits equally as bad as man... but i ridiculously used to think that i wan the perfect prince charming husband... u know the usual, super rich, good looking, love me to death, understanding, trustworthy and bla bla bla... Heck man, im not even trustworthy at all, should i dare to request for someone trustworthy? I have crazy bitchy attitude like a princess, so do u think a super rich ass millionaire's son would love someone like me?

My points is, if you have nothing to offer to your requirement type of guy, dont ever dare to look for guys that is not up to your par!

I always believe, God is very fair... there is a reason why this or that is happening to certain people at this certain time... how u meet your love ones and how they turn out to be isnt wat you always expected...

I have this girl friend of mine... she doesnt come from a rich back ground.. but she is pretty, quite intelligent, can do house work, can cook, very elegant type.. and she found her the other half super rich ass millionaire/billionaire and loves her alot... I envy her alot... i really do.. cause she is able to get such bf/husband (and they are getting married next year)... but i cannot envy much or ask myself why i couldnt get this kind of man... cause i have nothing to offer to have such man...

But to be honest, im very happy for what i have today... as in my bf... this is not to please him or watsoever... but its the truth... i think God has been very nice to me... I have done so many shitty stuff and screw up all my past relationships which i think i dont derserve him at all... but God still gives me someone like him... even though his physical looks aint good but overall he is much better as a person compare to me... Yes, he may be freakily obssesive, his paranoia and controls me too much on some occassion and the level of his trust towards me, is like basically almost zero, but he really does loves me and plan for our future thoroughly... I understands why is he is so possesive towards me, why is he so paranoid that im gonna cheat on him, why he controls me too much and why he doesnt trust me... Its all bcos he is afraid to lose me... He is so possesive and doesnt trust me at all is because of my own doings... about my past which was never proud to be mentioned of... I have been trying my best to assure him and make him trust me more n more... so far, it still seems difficult... but i guess time till will tell... What the heck la, even i myself dont really trust him... but im very sure that i have more trust in him than he has on me....

Thats the saying of "Do Unto Others as You Would have Others Do Unto You" is really true... If im obsesive, I have to expect my the other half is obsessive as well... If i dont trust my the other half, I have to expect my the other half dont trust me as well... If im crazy and bitchy with crazy temper, i would have to expect my the other half have the crazy temper as well... Thats y they are called 'the other half'... we share everything together... we influence each other... we make each other crazy... and we pick up each other's habits and thinking along the way...

Knock You Down By Keri Hilson feat Neyo & Kanye West

2009-10-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

Favourite Song of the Moment....

Cause it reminds me of me and my love.... *-)

[Keri Hilson:]
Not again
Oh this ain't supposed to happen to me

[Kanye West:]
Keep rockin and keep knockin'
Whether you're Louie Vuittonin' it up, or Reebokin'
You see the hate that they serving on a plater
So what we gon have dessert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson:]
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place

I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did (as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids (Yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down (knocked me down)

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo:]
I never thought I hear myself say
Ya'll gon hate
I think I'm going to kick it with my girl today
I used to be commander-in-chief for my pimp ship flying high
Till I met this pretty little missile, who shot me out the sky

So now I'm crashing don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back and make it happen faster
Don't you know i would baby if I could
Miss independent, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helping me pull it, she shot bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
[ Keri Hilson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)

[Kanye West:]
Tell me now can you make past your caspers
So we could finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams
To seem to only date the head of football teams,
And I was the class clown that always kept you laughing
We were never meant to be, baby we just happened
So please don't mess up the trick,
Hey young world, I'm the new slick rick,
They say I move to quick but we can't let this moment past us,
Let the hour glass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average, for advice
O-M-G you listen to that bitch?
Woah is me, baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flying, now I'm crashing
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'ma ask him

[Keri Hilson:]
So you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
Or will you bring the better future then I had in the past
Cause I don't want to make the same mistakes i did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Woah, woah
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call
Woah, woah
And if it hits, better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around (comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)

Won’t see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love comes knocks you down

Won’t see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Yea yea... i know... i've been neglecting my blog.... will blog about something really soon k.... hehehehee.....

Blah... boring sial...

2009-08-24T18:41:00.003+08:00

I should really be blogging...

been a lazy freak... no mood to blog... nothing to blog... and i realised i have abandoned my blog for more than a month already!!!

So... Miss Jane here... has been back to Penang for a month already! Damn... it felt longer than one month to me... >_<

what have i been doing?

Spending my time, day in day out, night and day every single day with my bf... which of course im loving it!... but at the same time, missing my hectic n complicated many things to do life in KL... Penang is superbly boring! I practically lepak the same place most of the time over n over again... unlike KL, so big n wide... many places to go hang out on weekends...

So what i do everyday here?

When i was jobless, i sleep in everyday... waiting for my bf to finish work then he would bring me go dinner n etc... He would also bring me to lunch whenever he is free... He basically gives me all his time... he would bring me everywhere he goes... and we both are constantly together...

Now that im working, whenever he is free, he will come to my office and fetch me for lunch... ;D I have such wonderful bf... ^__^ cause we r always together no matter wat.... hehehehee.... *yeah, im very sticky this way.. and he loves me being this sticky...*

I celebrated my birthday this month... which is a wonderful celebration... cause i spent my bday by going to a nice dinner with my bf, my bestfriend, and my bf's best friend... just 4 of us...

My bf bought me Haagen Daaz Ice Cream cake! Mango and Passionfruit Ice Cream...

Had a very quiet evening just spending my time with the people i loved...

Me and my best friend...

A very sweet gift from my bf... the most expensive gift i have ever recieved as well...

Sorry, no posting up bf's pictures... Bf wish to remain anonymous to public until end of the year... ahahhaaha... if u got my facebook, u would have seen it all...

Lately, i've been feeling my life is boring n has no excitement at all... the only fun thing n excitement i have is looking forward to spend more time with my bf... which i think we maxed it out... haahahhahaa... cause we would always shoot each other, insult each other... make fun of people... do silly stuff together... which i really enjoyed it... but when he gets too much, i freaking hates it!

anyways, got to go... going spend more time with bf again... this is all i do for now.... :D :D :D

A new journey... again...

2009-07-17T01:49:00.003+08:00

Im facing a new life journey again... :D

I resigned my job in KL and moving back to Penang... again... hehehee...

Today... as in Friday, will be my last day of work here...

Been a very exciting, challenging, eventful, color life of mine in KL...

I met loads of new friends... gain a genuine friend... lost a friend whom i actually thought is genuine... almost hook up with some people but thank God i didnt... but ended up having a boyfriend who is back in Penang... then there i go again, another long distance relationship... but after tomorrow, it shall not be a long distance relationship anymore... I actually look forward for the day i could actually spend everyday with my boyfriend and see how we go from there... is it possible to live together everyday with my madness n his madness together?

Come to think of it, i never had close distance (as in a boy friend whom i can see everyday without fail) for a long time already.... it has been 2 and half years actually.... I shall see how this go...

I will see how my Penang life treating... hope its good this time... since i've found someone whom i think i can rely on... *like finally*

Im going to Perhentian Island tomorrow night... need to reach Jetty early morning by 7am, saturday morning... I cant wait for the moment to come... as this will be the first time i actually go for a vacation with my bf.... :D

I have been in a very happy clappy mood each time i think about this upcoming perhentian trip... yippieee.... i am soooooo looking forward to it.... :D :D :D :D :D

Im coming back from Perhentian on Tuesday.... will stop by KL to pack up my stuff n have dinner for awhile first, then drive off to Penang right away as my bf need to work on Wednesday... Then i will back to KL on Saturday to have dinner with my friends then off to Hennessy Artistry!!! The biggest Hennessy Artistry event of the year! And this i shall not miss!

ONE MASSIVE PARTY!! by Hennessy Artistry

25th July 2009 @ Bukit Kiara Indoor Arena...

Dont miss it people.... See u there! And im definitely there!!! HAhahahahaa...

After 26th of July... i myself am not sure when i will come visit KL again... mostly coming for the Guinness 250 years celebration... if i got the invites! And this Guinness 250 years celebration cannot be missed as well!!! or else i have to wait another 250 years! Ahahahahha....

Sighh... somehow i feel quite heavy hearted to leave my KL life... my freedom... and all my friends... actually, its more of the freedom... aahhahaa... No parental control... lol....

Anyways... see u guys later.... sleep sleep time... :D waiting... waiting... cant wait to Perhentian later... ehhehehe.... CYA....

Random Thought of the Day...

2009-07-10T01:20:00.003+08:00

Its funny that grown adults like me... or working adults in general are still afraid of getting caught by parents for doing wrong things...

The wrong thing that im referring to is smoking... i have alot of friends as in working adults friends ranging up till 40 years old is still afraid of getting caught smoking by their parents...

Yes, i know it may be out of respect they have for their parents thats why they are afraid of getting caught... but it really funny to hear them talk about it...

The way they talk about it is like... "huh, if my parents ever finds out that im smoking, i confirm die!" or "i will be chopped in million pieces1!" or "i will be disowned man!!"... The way they put it seems like they are still underage... hehehhee.... so cuteee....

Some even resort to smoking alot while working... then when they go back home to their parents or spouses, they pretended like nothing... Like how i used to do wrong things when i was a little girl and hide things around to avoid my parents from killing me... lol!

For example like me... im still afraid of getting caught by my parents if i were to do wrong things... But my main reason is that because i didnt want to disappoint them... It just hurts wayyyyy more to see the disappointed faces of my parents than them whacking or scolding me upside down...

Oh well... this is just a random thought... am so sleepy now... gonna sleep.... i actually wanted to continue something about the hardship of being a parent... but.. my eyes are literally -____- already....

so good night... sweet dreams baby!

Blah!

2009-07-03T02:05:00.008+08:00

Dont know how to title this post...

cause this post is going to be another random posting n updating about my life...

yes, i know... im a boring person nowadays... i dont go out often anymore... i dont party that much anymore... maybe my bf has domesticated me.... hahahahhaaa... *he wish he could! apparently he say im too wild for him!* somemore wants me?!!!

Aiya, its just that going out too much is not that fun for me anymore... im a boring old person that only stays at home nowadays... when i finish work, i go home n have dinner at home n watch my series n online... thats all i do.... during the weekends, i will either spend my weekends sleeping and laze around the house or go back penang...

and sheesh... didnt get to go Perhentian last weekend... dammit... i was so sick that i cannot even last whole 5 mins without coughing... imagine coughin 20 meters underwater with my regulator on..! yucks! and somemore my bf (oh i have to say boyfriend cause apparently someone said that bf could mean best friend =_=")... my bf was very caught up with work that he couldnt leave his island to another island... so perhentian trip postponed.... i will go there on mid july... this time ha, i die die also must go adi! Bf busy also i will go myself! i seriously need the relaxation!

And oh, i've decided to move back to pg for good...! Its better this way for everyone... so i dont have to like run back n forth pg kl pg kl like a mad woman almost everyweekend...

Another different topic....

I got a new baby!

This is a pic i took when i brought her home the first day with me... on 10 June 2009

A female yorkshire terrier... She was born on 14th February 2009! A Valentine's baby!

Trying to camwhore with her when i was back in Penang...

I call her Honey.... I wanted to name her Grisselle... But apparently people find it hard to pronounce.. So i decided to change her to something simpler yet so sweet... HONEY!

Another one of her licking my face... so cuteeeee... she loves licking people's face... and she especially loves licking her daddy's face... yes, im the mummy... my bf is the daddy.... She licks her daddy's face until the whole face full of her saliva... =__=" i was like... damn, there's no way in hell in gonna kiss u after this darling... ahhahahaha....

And she loves human contact... she really loves sleeping on my arms, my lap... and her daddy's big tummy... see sooo cuteee....

I was driving back from kl to penang... fetching her back to see her daddy... and throughout the journey, she wouldnt want to sleep nor even sit down in her cage... she would just try to stand and look at me while i was driving... and u know, driving the north south highway, its dangerous n i need to put 100% attention to driving... and most of my friends would know how fast i drive back from kl to pg and vice versa... it takes me 3 hours from kl house to pg house ok.... so yeah.. pretty fast.... and with my constant breaking n accelerating due to stupid retarded drivers on highway, Honey would still stubbornly trying to balance herself and try to stand....

So when i reach ipoh toll, i decided to put her on my lap while i was driving... then she will fall asleep less than 5mins after on my lap... damn.... and yeah, she was sleeping all the way from ipoh to penang... but waking up when i have different movement like taking my smart tag to scan at toll...

She will usually just fall asleep right away if i carry her on my arms or on my lap... which she makes me feel.... "awwwww.... like a baby...."

Another picture of me trying to act cute while camwhoring... lol! *dont puke k* i know i dont have the cute face!

But u see her so small n cutesy cutesy... her temper is like WOAH!... Like mine.... crazy shit... if no given attention, she will bark until u give her attention... or she will release her anger on her little small toy ball...

This is a video of her... her first day with me... and she was trying to get out from her crate but she was too chicken shit to do so... then she got so frustrated n vent her anger on her toys! and with this video, u can somehow guess how bad is her temper adi... ahahhahaa...

But to this date, she is like a pro coming out from her crate already.... got more guts now... hahahhaaa....

And these 2 videos below are videos of my bf trying to piss her off with soft toys! Its freaking funny i tell u.... oh if u understand hokkien is better cause in the video, me n my bf was conversing in hokkien mix english...

Damn... i miss her... she is staying with her daddy in Penang... and i will go back n see her once in a while... but now since i've decided to go back penang for good... i get to see her everyday!

Thats all about my life rantings... will update more later on....

Oh.. my next most anticipated party... Biggest Hennessy Artistry event of the year... on 25th July 2009!

Be back soon... muacckkkss!

and i missy you my darling.... =)

Things happen for a reason... Is it a sign?

2009-06-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder.... is it a sign?

Things happening to me lately that is making me down... so down that i keep thinking about it everyday until i get severe headaches.... sometimes even almost to tears... but i manage to control cause i tell myself its nor worth it to break into tears for reasons like these...

Everything that is happening, comes at the right timing...

It is not really convenient for me to mention it now until it ends...

But i have made a decision, a decision which is rather big which i did not consult my parents at all... but i kinda hinted to them before...

anyways, since i have decided... its too bad for my parents ler... im sorry... i just couldnt stand it anymore... so my dear parents, i cannot stand it anymore... thats y this decision is made....

In short... and again (i think i have said this before somewhere in my blog)... it really hurts when i treat someone as a friend genuinely... someone whom i thought could be good friends but they all end up hurting me... back stabbing me and talk things behind my back.... and NO... IM NOT SEEKING PITY from people... this is what i honestly think n feel... People who knows me well enough will know that i hate people to feel pity for me! *only people that do the backstabbing and the talking will feel my statement above*

Im going to disappear from your life soon... if it makes u all happy, i think its worth it and is best that i disappear from u all... But also, thanks for all the teaching and patience u guys have on me... yeah, u guys win... i bet u all will be very happy the day u guys find out that im gonna disappear...

Oh n especially to someone... (i think this someone do read my blog quite often and i think that person will know im referring to that person)... it was really nice to have someone like u as a friend... all the jokes we shared... and its really nice to have someone that speak the same channel with me everyday... but i dont know why that someone just suddenly one day out of the blue decided to refuse to talk to me anymore... and keeps on insulting me n bad mouthing me lately... Oh well, its a pity... we could have been really good friends cause i really feel comfortable talking to u and sharing stories with u.... we had really good times talking nonsense n even shooting each other jokingly... occasional dinner together n catching up... i thought i felt the genuinity of your friendship... *if there's such word as genuinity* Oh well, i guess i was wrong...

From today onwards, i decided to be patient... like what my bf says... sometimes be patient n keep quiet, things will just loosen up... So, im gonna be patient from today onwards until i disappear...

counting down the days....

P.S: On a happier note, im going to Perhentian Island next week! My darling going to take open water course and join me for diving adventures! Yay! finally going to diving afterall! Cant wait! I really really need this break... i really need this getaway to release all my unhappiness....

Is it Fate?

2009-06-08T18:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder...

Is it fate that really brought us together?

Its funny to see the cycle that we went through in our relationships... Its almost similiar when i come to think of it...

But im always a step ahead of him... =)

He had 2 serious relationships and im his third...

I had 3 serious relationships and he's the forth...

We both went through a really hellish long relationship which his lasted 6 years, mine lasted 5 years...

In both of our hellish long relationship, we both went through the same exact course and path... but i broke free from mine a year earlier than him...

He went through all the nonsensical relationships in between serious relationships and i went through the same thing....

We both went through those nonsensical relationships the really hard way which made us who we are today...

This nonsensical relationships mature us both and gives us a very big impact...

We met early 2007 (mel introduced me to him)... both were still attach with our then serious relationships which his was having problems and mine was starting to have problems... but i nvr had a thought that i'll be with him today...

But i was thinking, if he is so perfect to me, why didnt God give him to me way earlier so that i dont have to go through all those nonsense previously...

But then again, i believe God has its own way of doing things... I think if i didnt go through wat i went through and he didnt go through wat he went through, i dont think both of us will be together today...

Its like for example, he knew i was already single last year... but he waited n waited for the right time to appear then only he started to apporach me..

Both of us always joked around... like he keeps on blaming me why the hell do i go to KL to work la... and i always blame him in return that, why didnt he go after me as soon as he knows i am single and when i was still in Penang la... i could have made my decision and stayed back in Penang just for him...

But come to think of it, if he were to go after me that time when i was just single, he wouldnt win me anyways... as a matter of fact, he would have failed miserably that time...

Why i'd say so? Cause after coming over to KL to work, i dated several guys which some almost become my bf but at the end it failed miraculously... *somehow now i feel it failed bcos of God. God had a plan for me... that plan is for me to meet him... ^__^ which i didnt understand this then cause i was busy feeling miserable* After going through those nonsensical relationships, i finally understood how guys really think in a painful way... i gave up hope on love at one point and stayed really single as in not dating anyone... having a really peaceul time of my life where i have no one to call, no one to report to, no one to miss and no worries about relationship at all.... that was my most peaceful moment... and my phone bill was really cheap and my phone seldom rings at all except during working hours...

Then i went back to Penang on end of Dec last year for a week long holiday when i asked him out just for innocent yam cha with my best friend mel... and this leads to karaoke... and dinner... (all these with a group of friends) and i was kinda surprise that time and was thinking to myself... how come this time this guy suddenly so free can come out all the time ha... and we slowly progress from then on...

and as i was saying.. after coming to KL and went through wat i've went through, i can appreciate a love like his.... imagine, if i didnt go through all those hurtful moments, i wouldnt know how to appreciate his type of love...

Accepting him at first was really hard in the first place... this is because of the situation and position he was/is in and i was in... I kinda mind how he looks etc n all (this i shall not eloborate) slowly slowly... i find myself falling in love with him more n more each day... and i dont mind about his outlooks anymore, in fact he is cute to me now... ^__^ He on the other hand, has always treated me like his dreamgirl and he already fell in love with me when we first met.... Loving me full heartedly... never love me less than he already has... (this is wat he said la) treats me like a princess... and always try his best to make our relationship perfect...

I on the other hand, i feel... it really nice to have someone love me more than i love him in the beginning... keeps on screwing up things... never appreciate him and took him for granted... i gave him a hellish roller coaster ride... he couldnt feel my presense in him... as i was really unsure about him... i was confused...

Y am i feeling this way? Cause i already told myself that the next time i have a bf, i hope my next bf would be the one... I am going to make effort to make him the last bf i ever had... *but of course i cannot predict the future la, if it cannot work, then i guess he's not the one* I feel so unsure cause i never expect he would be my bf... or my future husband... and i was giving up hope on love that time... it was hard to suddenly to have the need to accept the fact im getting attach again this soon!

But after the roller coaster ride i have given him, i tell myself to stop being a bitch and start being fair to him... Therefore, till this day... i found myself loving him more n more each day... eventhough i can still love him way much more than this... but after what i've gone through in my past relationships, i find it hard to trust people anymore... i stll need to reserve alittle and pull back some... for in case anything happens... and for him to settle some shit... =__="

Being with him like this now... Im loving the moments with him... i feel so happy n relaxed... i dont have to pretend to me somebody im not... i dont have to pretend to be gentle and tender nor polite... cause he makes me feel comfortable showing him who i really am... and according to him, he also feel really comfortable with me around... he is the real him when im around... he dont have to be fake like he used to when he was with his ex... he can go as crazy and hyper all he wants and no one would scold him for acting hyper... and i would go crazy with him as well...

Compare to my craziness and his... of course his is wayyyyyyyyy crazier... sometimes his wackiness and craziness embarassed me okay!

Well, im glad our paths cross this way... at such a right timing i would say... will we go till the end? I dont know....

But wat im sure of is that... i love to see his bashful face when i say things that embarassed him or found out embarassing things about him... his bashful face is soooooo cute ok! *yes, i know... this is so random of me*

And as for him... he loves to see me getting annoyed... He likes to make me feel agitated and annoyed.. and he also likes to make me feel stupid... then he will really ROFL his ass off... he is damn blardy cheeky that way... in hokkien means... he really like to "titu" me ok...

But when he over do it and make me angry leh... he bring this fire to himself la... im not always that sporting k...

Aiya... have to abruptly stop this... cause going off... yes, i know this is too gay for u all to read... hahahhaaaa....

bubyeeee...

oh, i love you darling..... ahhahahahaaa.....

Random Posting...

2009-06-02T18:15:00.006+08:00

Remember guys...

This Thursday....

2nd installment of the year for Hennessy Artistry!!!

At Zouk, KL.. 9pm onwards!

This Saturday, Standout Party by Tiger Beer with Nuffnang!!!

This Saturday also.... Hed Kandi in MOS, Sunway!

Happening week this week... =)

Last weekend, my parents came to KL...

I lived a lavish life...

Got to eat expensive food when my parents is around...

Spent most of our times shooting each other... havent feel like a close knit bond with them in a long time adi...

My mum bought me a Gucci lanyard... cause Gucci on sale... Oh... and designer brands on sale la!! All 30% off!! Gucci, Coach, Burberry... All sale!

My next wish list is to own a designer handbag.... MUM!!!! PLEASE... Can i??? =)

I actually had wanted to blog about different types of relationships in general... but.... i lost inspiration already.. cause im chatting with ppl in msn now while typing this.... =___=" lost the plot adi la....

So no mood to blog adi la... lost my inspiration adi ler....

be back next time... hahahaha....

Somebody's So Sweeettttttt......

2009-05-26T19:38:00.004+08:00

Somebody has been so sweet to me...

Yeah, this entry is to hereby officially announce i have a bf!

No no no... not best friend... i already had a best friend since 13 years ago... and its still going stronger... ^__^

Its boyfriend that im referring to.... lol... (i wonder why is there a need for me to announce it huh? hahahahahaa)

When i read back my previous entries regarding my exes... and honest fact that time, i tot my exes was one of the sweetest i've known... but God still decide to be kind to me (eventhough after all the shit things i've done to messed up my previous relationships) and give me even sweeter, even nicer bf compared to my exes...

Sighh.... i love you God... thank you very much for being kind to me... (cause i tot i will get my karma for doing shit things in my previous relationships) Oh, maybe i already gotten my karma... Well, i dont know... i dont care... as long as im happy now...

Introducing my bf..... (nope, shall not post his pic up unless i get married to him and post our wedding pictures up...) my close friends already seen him... :D And i know, u guys must be wondering why it took me so long to officially announce it huh??? ahahhahaa.... well, i got my reasons...

Ok, back to introducing my bf....

He is someone who is sooooo sweet and thoughtful that its not even funny k...

He has done so many sweet things and thoughtful things to make my heart melt...

Best example i could think of for now is... usually when i finish work, i need to walk a distance and go tru a dark carpark space only can reach my car... regardless how busy he was, even he was having a meeting, he will insist i call him to talk to him on the phone until i reach my car for my safety purpose... every single day without fail... so sweet right... but i was thinking, what if something really happen to me, he cant help much isnt it?

And he really adores me so much and treats me like a princess... even though at times i dont really like to be spoilt cause i dont want to end up depending on him too much.... But now, he kinda made me dependent on him abit already.... =___="

He doesnt allow me to pay a single cent when im out with him... which i have literally stop arguing with him over this... so i dont want to even bother trying to pay anymore... But its only fair la... he makes more than me and his standard of living is lower than mine... ^_^

He plans for our future and adores me... yes, i know i have mentioned that he adores me... but well, he really adores me so much that i have to mention it again.... HAHAhahahaha..... *lame, i know*

Physical look, we r both not that compatible... he's the same height as me... but if i were to wear heels, i confirm be taller than him at least half a head... but what the heck... he loves me and adores me... so what the heck man... looks aint that important...

But we r both quite same and different in many ways... like... we both like to bite our finger nails... we both sleeps like a pig and can nvr wake up to the loudest alarm clock that rings... we r both fat... even though he's fatter... LOL... sorry darling...

he's very good at drawing and i seriously suck at drawing... He dont eat seafood and i love seafood... No one will fight with me when im looking for crabs roe to eat cause he doesnt like seafood... and i eat all i want... ahahhahaa....

He is chinese educated and im english educated... so, its good... i can have someone help me translate chinese and i go travelling in chinese countries without getting lost or tongue tied... his thinking is more traditional compared to mine, which is good i need someone to tone me down...

basically we complement each other right? ^___^

I like his crap and crazy talking ways... and he loves my bitchiness and he can handle my bitchiness... so why not? Not many people can stand and handle my bitchiness u know....

Its like, when i have my bitchy mode turned on as in simply screwing him and going crazy for no reason... he wont scold me or watsoever....but he will counter attack it with his actions and words that i will end up biting myself with it, tongue tied and lose the attack shamefully... and seriously cannot defend my own actions... =____=" and i freaking hates it when he does that... cause sometimes can really vomit blood wan k...

But its fine... i really do need someone who can control my bitchiness.... hahaahhaaa....

I even went for tarot card reading... (cause i have this tarot card lady who is very accurate)... and she told me that this guy is my soul mate... and we already known each other in our past life... but in our past life, we r best friends (he was a girl in his past life apparently)... and this life we r meant to be soulmates.... (it makes me wonder, if mel this life is my best friend, next time she will be my soul mate! HAHAHAHHAHAa....) So, a peace of mind there when my tarot card lady told me to go ahead... hehehee....

How do i get to know this sweet thing of mine?

Knew him almost 2 and half years ago through mel... when i first knew him, i was attached with someone else and he was attached with someone else.... and never in a million years that time i thought i will ever be with him today... lol! We became friends... only come out for supper or dinner with group of friends occassionally cause i was not always in Penang (oh, he's a Penang guy btw)... and we started to get closer early this year... and then... wheeeee.... the rest is a roller coaster ride... AHHAHAHAHAA.... and i really mean the roller coaster ride ok!

Cause being with him, everyday is different... his craziness and wackyness never fails to amuse me... maybe because we r still new la.... I bet prolly, after 2 years or so... each time he do stupid stuff, i will prolly whack him in the head and tame him like a monkey and tell him to behave adi.... HAhahahhahaa....

and oh... he is a blardy hell good kisser.... HAhahaha.... sorry darling, i just have to say it..... and yea yea, think furthur more than kissing, he is good in 'it' also ok! or else, i wouldnt be with him if he suck at it.... ahahahhaaa.... why the hell am i promoting my own bf huh??? I think his wacky attitude influenced me already.... Im getting wackier each day!

Well, i seriously do thank God for giving me someone like him cause i always thought my karma confirm bad wan.... or maybe my karma havent strike? Aiya, dont want to think much....

The down side is we r having long distance... im working in kl and he's in pg... but we see each other almost every weekend... but its good in some ways that i wont get bored with him so soon... (he said he definately wont be bored of seeing me everyday, its just me) hopefully this relationship of mine will workout la ya...

So guys... dont be surprise if i suddenly announce if im getting married.... HAhahahahaa.... im old already!

oh, i never have to worry if i mentions about the marriage thing... *cause usually guys freaks out when girls touch the topic of marriage* cause he talks about it more than i do... i believe he is even more eager to start a family than i do.... see, he so sweet......

like he said... "species like him, cannot find already la! where to find! only this one left.... *points to himself* Yes, he is so perasan at times...

But i love him.... and everything of him.....

he reads my blog btw (reads it ever since this blog created).... Hie darling... i love you... hope u dont mind me writing bout u! ^__^

I'm a Standout in Life

2009-05-19T22:30:00.012+08:00

YEEEHARRRRR..... Nuffnang is organizing another party!!! Yay!! In collaboration with Tiger (which means loads of booze this time!!! LOL!), Nuffnang and Tiger is organizing a party with the theme called "Standouts"!

When i first read the theme... i was thinking.... wuahhh... this shouldnt be hard! Its time for boasting... I can boast and brag about myself shamelessly... LOL!!!

So, how standout am i in life?

I have a few standout moments in my life... but i will mainly concentrate my proudest moment of my life, doing things i love and have passion for and a standout among the crowd....

Yes, Im referring to my modelling life.... back in the year of 2001 till mid year 2004... i stopped modelling right before i go to Australia to furthur my studies and get a degree....

During my modelling time, i joined several fashion shows, hair shows, and beauty pageants...

Did fashion show for one of the fashion designing schools... on year 2002...

I especially love this dress...

Bridal show... year 2004

Taken on year 2004...

When i was joining some pageants in 2003...

See.... i look so damnnnn thin that time!!! Now, im freaking fat.... =__="

This was taken when i was in Miss Malaysia Universe National finals... year 2003.... *can you spot a familiar face in there?*

Me with a good friend of mine... who was Miss Malaysia Universe 1st runner up 2003... and because of this traditonal costume, i won best traditional costume among all the finalist in Miss Malaysia Universe 2003... ^__^

During my modelling and pageant life, i won several titles as well... i shall not elaborate much as its nothing of a big deal anyways... (later i turn emo cause i'll feel too old and too fat for all these already...)

My best achievement and the best time of my life during my pageants time is joining the Miss Malaysia Universe 2003! i have learnt alot of valuable experience from that pageant...

I actually have my face into local newspapers many times before... these below are just a few examples that i can dig out at such short notice (cause have to blog and brag about my standout moment ^__^)

*spot the familiar face again* *guess who am i referring to?*

*spot her face again... she is the winner of Miss Malaysia Universe 2003 and the host for Malaysian Dreamgirl* I think when i say the host for MDG, confirm u all know who adi right?

I have to unfortunately say that my modelling career/life ended on 2006... my last show was when i was in australia, joining Adelaide's supermodel competition, which of course i didnt win anything... ^__^

Since then i have gained weight tremendously and have turned so fat ever since... lol!

My Adelaide's Supermodel Competition.... on 2006... last catwalk i had ever did...

There are many times when i look back at my past photos about my modelling, i miss it so much... i miss those days man... i miss my then body... lol! Sometimes i do wish i get to do catwalk again... *all i have to freaking do is go super skinny again! but am so no discipline la!*

How did i manage to stay thin then? because my good metabolism rate and its because i know i will have constant fashion shows and catwalk to do, thats y i have discipline to not eat much and exercise regularly... now, since i dont have anymore shows to do... i eat like a goddamn monster ok!

I guess thats all for my standout moment...

People who knows me well or knows me close enough, they know im quite a standout as a person most of my life... i do things very differently from people... cause im always proud of myself and thank God that im gifted in my own way... =)

Now, i cant wait for the standout party... hmmmm.... wat shall i wear for that night????

*this is up for trying to win the Nintendo DS Lite!!!*

This time, the standout party, there is alot to win!!!

A HP Notebook, Nintendo DS Lite, XBox 360, a Coach Handbag and many many many many many more mystery prizes!!!

for more info regarding the party... please click here...

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#UPDATE#

Ren asked me to mention about my KK Trip which i climbed the damn Mount Kinabalu!! AHhahaaa... another thing to brag about myself....

Even though im such a softy and a princessy... and no one will ever every EVER thought i'll do this.... but... i managed to....

I climbed the Mount Kinabalu!!! =) *try not to focus on how ugly i look in this pic ok! i went through hell climbing the damn mountain ok!*

Since im on the state of bragging and to show what a standout i am...

Im also proud to say that im a sponsor for a child for world vision... read my story here...

OK OK OK... enough bragging about myself... tata....

Life's REALLY Good with LG!~!~!

2009-05-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

Life's Good with LG ~~~~

Why i'd say so?

Cause last weekend on 8th May 2009, a BIG THANK YOU to LG and Nuffnang... i got the passes to attend one of my favourite event of the year...

LG Blog Launch Party!!!

Know why i love it alot...? Its because of the theme.... Angelic White or Devilish Red... You all should know... me love red till death do me part!

When i know i was required to either wear red or white color, i knew it right away that wearing red color wouldnt be a problem for me! But ask me to do cosplay and be a devil abit the hard... =)

I went to the LG Blog Launch Party which was located at the Menara Hap Seng, Metropol Gourmet Bar right away after work... as usual, when i have events to attend after work, i will do my make-up and change in the office...LOL!

To cut all my grandmother stories short... let me proceed to the party ya...

Personally, i feel its a very successful event for the first electronic company in Malaysia to hold a blog launch for the very first time...

I can see everybody dancing to the music, participating every games that is organised... (usually bloggers are very sporting and interesting ppl...they participate in watever whenever! LOL!)

Hightlights of the night....

The party started off with loads of hot looking LG ladies... loads of balloons... red and white balloons...

loads of refreshments, drink and finger food... its like unlimited supply throughout the night ok...

So many peopleeesss..... lingering, mingling around... making new friends... old friends turned even closer friends because of the free flow of booze... =)

The blog launching was officiated by LG's Managing Director, Mr. TY Ko... The MD was talking about the importance of internet and how the blogging world has big influence on almost everything.. which is why LG decided to launch its own blog... and make things more differently than other corporate blog....

The peeps behind the LG Blog....

After all the introductions and speeches, the LG Blog was officially launched! With balloons released into the sky....

And man... it was a beautiful sight....

The LG Blog Launch Party was made more interesting with the attendance of local celebrities.... Mei Yan, Serena C and Will Quah who helped to make the party more interesting by entertaining the crowd during games time.

This is Mr. Thomas... which he was dancing for the best dancer competition... Eheheee.... The best dancer actually wins a dvd player! when i heard the prize was the dvd player, i was thinking... DAMN, LG people really nice n generous man... And this lucky Mr. Thomas, won it!! Ish ish ish!!

And i took pic with Michael.... Hehehee.... He is my Guinness draught drinking buddy.... =)

The biggest highlights of the night is of course awarding the best dressed angel and best dressed devil...

Me taking picture with the best dressed Devil aka redmummy.com aka Mira! Man, when i first saw her, i was like... confirm she will win for devil la... So outstanding n unique and really... big effort was done... She wnet home with an LG 32” Full HD LCD TV....ish... good for her... all effort paid for...

Miss Jolyn and me... i finally talk to her and took pictures during the Hennessy Artistry party in Penang which was held 2 weeks ago... and i saw her again in this LG party... WOAH, she like came all the way from Penang to just attend this party and really dressed up for it... This is wat i call hardcore passion for cosplay and partying!!! Of course as u can see, she is supposed to be an angel but she wont "The Confused Angel" award because of her boots that she was wearing... the judges, serena C and Will Quah said that boots really doesnt match up wit her angel look because the boots that she was wearing looks like its suppose to be worn by whores... LOL! And she won the LG Cookie mobile phone!!! So, she didnt waste her effort for coming all the way from Penang afterall... hahahaaa...

Kim Ong from kimong.com won ‘The Purest Angel’.... So she went home with an LG 32” Full HD LCD TV too!!

Jovi from Hengjovi.blogspot.com came was awarded “The Out-of-Place Devil” Award and won the new LG Cookie mobile phone....

People from LG so damn generous... 2 LG 32" LCD TV, 2 LG Cookie mobile phone, 2 LG DVD Player were given out that night!!! FUHH!!!

Oh and i saw nicole there too.... finally get to meet her in person, walk up to her and say hie to her and take pictures with her!

After the whole event ended, we danced around... party the whole night out... free flow of drinks were still served.... and of course cam whored alot... lol!!

I was resting and sitting around after much craziness and partying in me... i was watching this LG advertisments that they were playing on the TV around the Metropol bar... I was kinda facinated with their advertisements.... I particularly like the washing machine advertisement... somehow it captured my attention... and i was watvhing it repeatedly for like half an hour... must be really interesting.... =)

To be honest, LG really have mass advertising... i can see the word "Life's Good with LG" everywhere i go... and i am now watching AXN on TV... and LG's advetisement is played on every commercial break! This shows how successful LG is over the years even with the economy slowing down in the country....

Nicest picture of that night! *There's actually alot more bloggers showing up... but i pick this picture cause there me in it.... =) *

And the best blogger who wrote the best about the LG Blog Launch will win this....

LG Arena touch screen phone worth RM1,899...

Hmmm... I wonder who will win this??? =)

Anywayws, to check out more regarding LG's latest news, events and happenings... go to www.lgblog.com.my.... Im very sure you will find alot of interesting things happening in there.... like this latest.. Break Out - Extreme Dance Comedy... they are now giving out 15 pairs of tickets... So, faster go to their blog and check it out!!!

Two sided face people....

2009-05-12T17:23:00.001+08:00

It really amazes me how people or certain human can be so two faced... so fake...

My close friends knows me really well... im not really a 2 face people when i really dont have to.... im always the straight forward kind of person.... when i like u, u can feel it.... when i care for you, u will know it.... when i hate u, u will feel it... If i dont like u the first time i see u, i dont bother talking so much to u.... When i no longer love u, u will feel n know it... i am really this straight forward...

and im never the type to "polish shoes"... as in like "polish teacher's shoes" while in school or "polish bosses' shoes" in working life... I do things sincerely... and i seriously hate "shoe polishers"... they look so disgusting when they r "polishing shoes"...

Its like when my teachers or bosses scolds me (while im in the learning process), im not the type who will hate them cause i know their scoldings will teach me something and i always think positively that they scold me because they care... unless i know they purposely scold me for no good reason, that one confirm hate la...

But of course when it comes to clients or customers, i have to be and am forced to be 2 face.... or im fake to people that i dont give a shit about... well, i dont give a shit about them, so why be genuine? which i nvr like to do that... cause its so fake... and whats even worse is when u have to face fake people everyday... i feels kinda depressing, suffocating and miserable for me cause i cant be real n true... sigghh...

People who are my close friends, they will know im genuine in friendships...

So, i sincerely hate and HATE people who are fake... Why do people need to be fake? If you dont like me, u can come up to me and tell me what i did wrong and if its acceptable, i will change or not do things that tick you off in front of you... You dont have to be fake with me... i can be very reasonable wan u know...

Im on this topic because i have recently found out friends/people whom i thought could be nice friends/people to mix with, turned out to be 2 faced people... *notice i put "slash" for friends/people... cause i dont know whether to treat them as people or friends anymore* sighhh.....

But sometimes it does sucks to be a genuine friend to other people but when i find out that the person is not genuine towards me, it felt so hurting man... I've experience this 2 times in my life and that 2 times really hurts like shit.... it actually felt worse than being dumped by bf... why huh? why people like to be fake huh?

i think im lucky to have a handful of genuine friends... which i think they are really genuine la...

To me, my definition of genuine friends are friends who will scold u for ur stupidity, tell u honestly about certain things like for example... u r freaking fat already man! whoah, u look so ugly! Damn u were damn rude ok!!! or... scold u whenever u do something wrong... those are genuine friends... and of course help u whenever u needed help... and they are the ones u think of first and consult with whenever u have problems and trouble... and yeah, they r indirectly your closest friends...

For example, like Alex... i hate it at times when he talks to me... cause the way he talks to me can be fucking rude at times k... but i dont find fault with him nor scold him for being rude(unless he goes too overboard) cause i know he is being genuine with me and really tells me straight forwardly about certain things... if he has to care about every single words that comes out from his mouth, that wouldnt be as genuine already right? *but still Alex, try not to be so "thu pek" while talking to me k* LOL! Anyways, i'll miss Alex... He's flying off to Egypt tonight for work purposes... according to him, he will be away for at least 3 months! =( So loooonnnngggggg...... when he was in Bangladesh for almost 2 months, it felt really long adi... now going off for 3 months or maybe more???? ARGHHH... candie.com =______= But i asked him to update his blog for me horr... i wanna see Egypt... (Alex only update his blog when he is going away to different country for work. So go read his blog from now on to know bout Egypt!)

Anyways, i think i've blogged too much today... lol... talk again next time... when i have the mood to blog again like today... HAHahahhaaa.....

love you... miss you...

I am so angry!!!

2009-05-12T13:07:00.005+08:00

Im so angry at many things lately!!!

and yes, little things will tick me off...!!!

Especially when im not appreciated when im putting on effort!

Talking about my damn phone first... =_="

my stupid phone, decided to die on me almost 2 weeks ago... it keeps on shutting down on me for no reason n all of a sudden.. then when i restarted the damn phone, the battery drains out.... =__="

Then on sunday, i decided to bring it back to the place that i bought the damn phone from which is at Low Yat Plaza, the person who sold me the phone has resigned... Then i was entertained by a lady who couldnt explain well in english...

She told me to either leave my phone there with her as the service centre is at Times Square or i bring to Times Square myself... =___=" and i was thinking, blardy hell... i leave my phone to u then what the hell do i use to make calls? =____="

So, i decided to bring my phone to Times Square myself on monday (which was yesterday)... and it was freaking hard to find the shop... cause the only instruction i got from the girl at Low Yat on how to find the place is "U go to where the bread shop is... take the lift and its at 9th floor... after you come out from the lift, u turn right then right, u will see the shop already"... =______=" wat a direction... so i end up walking the whole 9th Floor at every corner to find the shop.... ish ish ish... after i found the place, they checked my phone and found out that its the battery problem... and they said the battery on warranty for 1 month!!! Only one fucking month! How absurd is that.... =________=" So, they ask me to buy a new battery.... KANASAI!

Second thing that im very angry about... and i always turned so disappointed and angry and end up crying for hours whenever this happens... Im like that... when im angry about certain things or certain someone, if i cannot scold back or retaliate, i will end up crying... So its either i go berzerkly crazy angry or just end up crying...

This is about particular someone, which i have made loads of effort to be nice with almost all my life (its not as if i have a choice).... everytime that person is down or sad, im always there to help that person and lend an ear to that person...

She wanted me to treat her as a best friend, i have tried... But we could only be so called best friends when she is in a good mood... when she is in a bad mood, i seriously feel like killing her... KILLINGGGG her.... its that bad ok!

Oh well, i was being nice and generous and felt that she deserve the loving from me last week (cause i know she has done alot for me and protected me alot)... So i ordered and purchased a bouquet of 24 stalks of red roses for her last week and surprise her.... which i had never done that to anyone else ok! and also i thought that person never recieve any flowers from anyone else before, so i thought buying flowers for her is the perfect gift for the occasion... Oh well, she was happy for 2 days only... but yesterday, bcos somebody else piss her off, she has to come piss me off... This happens every single time!!! Whenever that somebody piss her off, she will come lashing out on me! WTF man!!!

As soon as she called me yesterday night, she already come lashing out.. scolding me right away after i pick up phone... for things which she was only a quarter right and rest was just all mere anger.... but she just had to find a victim to scold and she come pick me... like seriously man, luckily she is someone important to me... or else, if she were to be like any friend of mine and come scolding me like that.... what do u think will happen to her huh??? All my close friends know my freaking temper man!!! That moment, i really felt like grabbing her in the head... shake her hard and slap her to wake up man!!! Like fucking hell!!! Im no longer a kid ok!!!

If u r so unhappy about certain things, then get rid of that certain thing...!!! it aint that hard ok!! There is no such thing as u cant live without certain something or certain someone...!! Fuck man!!! If u feel that u have so unhappy with that certain something, why not let it go? I can see that u have turn crazier each day and each year when u still have that thing... Get rid of it for God's sake!!! If u cannot get rid of it, then just suck it up and accept the fact la!!!! And live with it for the rest of your life man!!! Always say u cannot tahan...cannot tahan this n that... then do something about it!!! Bitching about it everyday and not do anything, doesnt solve shit ok!!! Fuck man!! Am so tulanated... =_____________="

And if u happen to read this woman.... I seriously do not like to be threaten... U have to remember, i am an adult... threatening me dont work... I will do worse for u to see... You should know i have sacrificed so much for you... please do not come telling me that... "oh, dont do things because of me ok! I dont need u to... I ask u to do this is because of your own good.." Oh please... if its not bcos of you, i wouldnt be this broke today alright... It just hurts me alot everytime u say that... all i wanted was an appreciation from you... But i just dont feel appreciated, and it makes me feel not worth it to do things that i dont like just bcos of you... If i feel appreciated, at least i'll feel happy doing it and feel its damn worth it to do so for u... Now, it just feels so not worth it man... *suddenly, becoming stewardess is still a better idea!!!!*

And we r almost the same kind... u should know how i will react if im threaten... is the same way as how will u react if u r threaten... im sure u freaking dont like it right????

I really find it so sad when a person doesnt know to accept the fact...deal with their own problems maturely...

Everybody has their own problems and stresses... everybody's capability of handling stresses are at different level... I find it so unfair when people always say.. "oh, ur stress and problems cannot compare to mine la..." "I have been forced to steal to survive, n eat shit, pick up shit or watever fucking shit during my hard times last time"... If u can do that, i salute you... this just means u can handle hard times n stresses way better than me... I am people from this generation n not your generation... cannot be compared this way ok... Different people can cope with different level of stresses ok... so stresses cannot be compared!!

ARGGHHHH.... im so angry...

But to be honest, things happen to you today is because u cannot deal with it properly... ur solution is always about yelling n scolding and always think u r right!... nvr want to accept advices from people... oh, u do accept advices from ur friends who always gives u nonsense advises... which i have heard of it, and i dont think it works... U want things to workout, u should listen to people who is closest to you first... not outsiders! Outsiders dont understand u as well as people who has known u all ur life! But i nvr understand, y dont u understand me well? This is probably because u dont bother to listen and be attentive to my needs and care... all you know is come lashing out on me when u r in bad mood...

i can darely say that i understand u way better than u understand me... cause i have tried analysing ur problems and i know whats your problem... But again, if i were to really tell you wats your problem and share it with you... there are only 2 outcome from you... You will either come yelling me, start threatening again and disown me, or u will just kill yourself cause u nvr realise how much mistakes u have done... Thats y i nvr bother to really open all out to tell you what is wrong.... i know u enough to know ur reaction if i were to be totally completely truthful... sighh... If only u can put an open mind and accept it openly of what i think went wrong with u.... and change for the better... i believe ur life will be much better...

U might think, as if im much better like that... i know im not much better... no human is perfect... but it is about whether u accept new ideas, suggestions and be able to listen to what people have to say, comment and critic about u... and if possible, change a little?

i learn new things everyday... and im the type that accept critic from people... (even though soemtimes i dont look like i care or i dont listen but i still end up analysing myself later on when im all alone n emoish) i will listen but of course i dont neccesary follow... by listening, at least you'll know what people really thinks of you... and u can choose to listen or ignore them... When people says im lazy... and yeah, hell alot of people says im lazy... and this definately means something right?... which means im really lazy la... and this i know... and at least i know, i choose to either continue be lazy and ruin my future or buck up somehow or whenever before its too late.... you dont need to always have to react on bad comments about u by blowing up or yell because u have the authority to!!! If its this case, u will nvr change and your problems will nvr go away... get my point, woman?!

URRGGGHHH.... im so sick la... sick of this...

anyways, i know wan... if this woman reads this, confirm i will kena lashing n yelling again.... BAH! like i care anymore... talking to her dont work cause her reasoning is that im being disrespectful... well, u wan me to treat u like best friends right? this is how i talk to my best friends when im angry... i give them a piece of my mind... and this is how i show i really care about them... by scolding them when they r really in the wrong!

Hennessy Artistry @ The Loft, Upstairs, KL & QEII, Penang

2009-05-08T17:56:00.009+08:00

Hennessy Artistry rocks!!!

All thanks to Hennessy Artistry and Nuffnang, I attended both of these Hennessy Artistry in KL and Penang 2 weeks ago... and both parties rocked...!!!

First off.... the happenings at The Loft, KL....

Presented nicely, all the decorations n etc...

As a blogger... and as someone who loves Hennessy so much, i was invited to the press conference on the day of the event date itself...

In there, all media people, press people were served light snacks, finger foods and unlimited flow of Hennessy....

The set up for the press conference...

Starz Angels and Caprice

The Different types of Hennessy that will be served this time...

Hennessy Ginger

Hennessy Soda

Hennessy Apple

My favourite is Hennessy Ginger... taste nicer and different... but to be honest, i feel that last year's Hennessy Cocktail mixtures are nicer than this year though... and everybody says so too.... i miss Hennessy Miami...

The crowd for that night... there were loads of ppl though... this seriously shows how good Hennessy Artistry events are... very much in demand... hahahaaa...

Me and Steph

Me, Ren and Steph

And the best pic of the night...

The whole big group of bloggers....

Then i drove back to Penang on friday night... to go to Hennessy Artistry Penang on Saturday...

It was held at QEII, Penang...

Set up for the night... in QEII, Penang...

DJ area...

The amount of alco we consumed that night... actually there were more of them...

And most of us K.Oed...went drunk that night... and i presonally feel that the one in Penang was much more fun than the one that i attended in KL... this is because the crowd was fun... and all my closest friends and people that i love was there...

I was drunk that night... Steph and Ren was superbly drunk that they puked the whole night.... LOL... It was really so much fun... =)

Ren, Ben, Steph, Me, Johnson, Keith, and my dearest Mel...

Me and my lovely wife... Melissa Oh... a very nice pic indeed...

Best pic of the night...

Whole group of us... Notice the look of Ren... so damn drunk... oh and when this pic was taken, only Ren was drunk... LOL! (picture obviously stolen from Hennessy Artistry website)

Thanks alot Hennessy and Nuffnang for the nice VIP invites... i had a very superb time... and cant wait for another Hennessy Artistry events... But it wont be long... lol... cause another one is coming soon!!!!

on 4th of June @ Zouk, KL!!!

For more info, go to.. www.hennessyartistry.com.my

Hennessy Artistry First Party of the Year!!!

2009-04-20T13:55:00.009+08:00

HENNESSY ARTISTRY KICK STARTS THE YEAR WITH DANCE MAYHEM FEATURING TOP CLASS ACTS ---> CAPRICE & DJ STARZ ANGLES!!!

Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ returns once again with a streak of amazing parties lined-up for music lovers this year...

And this time... its gonna be held at 2 places!!!!

click for a bigger view... =)

Yupp... 2 places!!! KL and Penang!!!

~~~For KLites... it will be held at:-

UPSTAIRS @ THE LOFT, KL
Unit 28 to 40, Jalan Doraisamy,
Off Jalan Sultan Ismail (Asian Heritage Row)

on the 23rd April 2009, Thursday

~~~ For the Penangites ~~~

QEII, PENANG
Tanjung City Marina,
Church St. Pier, 8A Pangkalan Weld

on the 25th April 2009, Saturday

So... who will the star of the night for these 2 venues????

Starz Angels!!!

They are from France.... The duo Starz Angels are renowned in the world of DJ’s and producers alike... They are especially well known in France for their new unavoidable musical trend....as this tag-team have developed a unique Electro H Cube sound, unique and mixed, fueled by musical influences such as Funk, Electro, and Ethnic beats.... With a pulsating performance at The “Techno Parade” (one of the most important House events in this century) to more than 500,000 people, DJ Starz Angles is an assembly of energy that liberates all its musical eloquence during their live performances....

Caprice!!!

#She’s a star in every scene,
Nothing ever gets between us,
My Fantasy Girl (come play with me)
Dancing to me in her janes,
Nothing ever gets between us,
My Fantasy Girl (come play with me)#

Yupp... the Caprice that sings Fantasy Girl!!!

Something about Caprice for those of you who dont know.... but who wont know Caprice la!!! He's the IN thing for now k...

Caprice, the cute 21 year old has achieved what many thought was initially impossible. He is one of Malaysia’s fastest rising urban youth icons, a singer cum rapper, and a well rounded entrepreneur. His passion for music, creative ambition and self expression has accelerated him into shooting two music videos, and releasing two songs that has become a no. 1 hit on Hitz.fm - ‘Fantasy Girls’ and ‘Dem Girls’....

So i bet we gonna be able to see him perform his 2 big hits... yay!!!

Anyways, good news for Hennessy lovers and liquor lovers.... nice people from Hennessy.... of course and again, we all get to savour Hennessy V.S.O.P all night long....!!! Free flow of Hennessy!!!! I miss their 'Hennessy Miami'....

So cheers to DRINK DRANK DRUNK on Thursday and Saturday!!!

Im going to be at both places!! Yupp!! Im going for both KL party and Penang party!!! I love Hennessy too much to let it go.... Muahahahaa.... Hennessy Artistry organisers always organise good and mind blowing party.... They always have the best DJs to spin for the night!! U know, i have some friends that dont go clubbing... but they actually go clubbing because its Hennessy Artistry.... This is how much Hennessy Artistry event rocked! =) =) =)

So remember... event starts at 9pm on Thursday @ The Loft, KL and Saturday @ QEII, Penang!! Dont go there late, else u gonna have a wonderful time queuing outside with a freaking long queue and u will prolly miss out the perfomances from Starz Angels and Caprice.... So better come early k!!!

For more information, check out Hennessy Artistry’s cranking new website at http://www.hennessyartistry.com.my/

Proof of how much i enjoyed my Hennessy Artistry events??
read these below...
Hennessy Artistry @ Aloha, KL
Hennessy Artistry @ Bukit Kiara
Hennessy Artistry @ Orange Club

So cant wait for Thursday to come!!! Muahahaahhaa!!! See you guys there!!!

Sweetest Surprise by MLTR

2009-03-23T17:58:00.003+08:00

This song reminds me of you.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I never knew life could be like this
Never thought that I would be
the one that you would kiss
I never knew love could be so rough
But now I've found the real thing
I can't get enough

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here

I used to wish, I used to dream
But now I'm living my heart's wildest fantasy
So I began to believe
Because our love is there for everyone to see

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here

On and on where good things never end
woo~hoo
On and on where we never pretend
ah yeah

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here

So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wonders of love....

1) You smile whole day in the office while working eventhough u r damn stress and hectic cause u know there is always that someone there loving you....

2) You dont feel any hurt or pain eventhough u r in deep shit with office work and still smiling while working and amending your errors cause u r thinking of that someone you love... and the happy moments you have shared with your the other half.... =)

3) Even though that someone you love is not as good looking nor as tall as u thought but you still love them unconditionally... because love is blind... ahhahahahahahaaa.... (as long as im being loved, treasured n pampered like a princess...)

I think i have finally fallen for u.... =_=" (yes, it sounds gay man... gay shit! LOL!!!)

My Mount Kinabalu / Kota Kinabalu Trip

2009-03-22T00:22:00.012+08:00

Bah.. I finally have time to blog about my KK trip while watching E.U on Astro On Demand... LOL! [y laughing kor has to die so early?? *sob* *sob*]

Anyways, there hell loads of pictures... La la la la la.....

To be honest, i kinda forgot all their names adi.. cause i suck at remembering names at new places...

This is one of the mega big hyper mall... ridiculously big with 3 hotels there man...

A random shot of KK town view taken from one of those overhead bridge...

One of those seaview in KK town...

Me looking very chubby taking pictures by the seaside...

And it was a freaking hot day when i arrive KK on the first day... I was like practically drowning with sweat...

Quench my thirst with some coconut juice.. and pose with coconuts... like doing coconut advertisements... lol!!! I love this pic of me... looks so natural...

Love this pic even more... Muahahahaa...

After sight seeing for the first day, we decided to rest early for the day... cause the next day is a hell day for me... Gonna go climb the mountain for 24 hours!

My main food intake for the climb... Power Bar, Mars Bar, and Energy drink... no time to stop and have proper meal man... so we all survive on this power bar throughout our climd journey...

This is the map of the climb... i started climb up using the Mersilau trail... and down with the Timpohon trail.. We were staying at Gunting Lagadan for the night...

We started our climb on 28th February, 9.30am.... I climbed until 7.30pm to reach Laban rata only... starting point to Laban Rata using Mersilau trail is 8km!

Reached Laban Rata to have a proper dinner for the night but had no appetite cause i was too tired n felt like puking.... Sleep at 9pm plus almost 10pm... Woke up at 1.30am... got ready... and was going to start climbing again to reach the peak... 2.30am start the climb... From laban rata to the peak another 2.8km.... reach the check point at sayat sayat hut almost 5am... It was a damn tiring climb to me... i felt like i went through hell... like really hellish to me... I had no training before doing this climb.. i have no stamina... and that climb make me feel like i went through hell wayyyy below 18 levels and came back up man... ish ish ish....

Came back down at 6plus am to 7am... reached laban rata again for breakfast around 9 plus 10am... ate breakfast adi, then we climb straight down using timpohon trail... 6 km distance to freedom and the end of hell for me!!! Reached the end around 5plus pm.... When i finally reached down, i felt like i was just freed from hell man!! Full of relieved that everything is over... but superbly exhausted and i end up walking like an old pregnant grandma... my whole legs including tighs, calves, sole, heels, toes and anything got to do with legs hurts like crap... so sore that my legs were sore and i walk like a pregnant old grandma for a week man... it was so bad that i think using the term of "pregnant old grandma" is very suitable to describe the way i walk that time...

The start of briefing... listening to the guides brief and tell us wat to do n etc...

More briefing...

This picture was taken right before i was gonna start climbing... Was kinda forced into taking this pic...

This pic is taken while i still look fresh... hahahaa... got cocky look somemore..

This pic taken at the 6 km point... where the Timpohon trail meets with the Mersilau trail to go towards the peak... I look like shit already here... I was actually wanting to give at 4km already... It was a freaking painful experience for me....

The following pictures are the view from my climbing journey...

LAlalalaa.... see... so stoney n steep...

Cold...

Nice view... but i totally have no mood to take pics... these pictures are taken from my friend's camera...

This is how it looked like when it rains.... superbly muddy...

Hence, my shoes and track pants are super duper muddy sial...

View of the check point at Sayat Sayat...

Trails to the peak point...

Now we r at the peak!.... A picture of sunrise... but its not as nice bevause that time it was raining... So the clouds were blocking the sun...

A diff picture at the peak..

Another one... =_="

Then... skip skip skip.... fast fwd... After the end of the climb reaching the ground, we head to the Poring Hot Spring place to spend the night...

Just 3 random pics of the Poring Hot Spring place...

We managed to dip our body in the hot spring... and our muscles we relaxed for half an hour before we started to walk like a pregnant old lady again... ahhahahaa...

After hot spring, we manage to arrange from our guide to see the infamous Raffelesia flower... 'that can only be seen in Sabah'! Muahahahaa... It was not as smelly as i thought it would cause the flower is at its 5th day.... And do you know that the Raffelesia flower can only live for 7 days???

The last day in KK, we decided to go to Manukan Island to see the beach on the east side...

So yeah... random pics of the Manukan Island... I went snorkeling there and sun tan abit... hahahahhaa.... *Jane will nvr miss a chance to sun tan...* LOL!!!

Best pic of all...

Thats all about KK trip lor... I feel like i saja blog about the KK trip only... lol...
But yeah, i blog this for future references... LOL...

Even though climbing the mountain was a hellish experience for me, but it was definately an experience of a lifetime for me... I will never climb this mountain if it werent because of my collegues... I somehow glad i did it though... EVEN THOUGH IT WAS HELL TO ME!

But if i were to be asked to do it again... I WILL NEVER EVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN ANYMORE!!!

anyways... Oh one more thing... i love you... muahahahhaa... random right...

It feels nice...

2009-03-20T02:07:00.002+08:00

It feels nice to have met someone who adores me...

It feels nice to have a company...

It feels nice to talk to someone every single day and night until i fall asleep...

It feels nice to have someone actually really cares about me...

It feels nice to have someone really genuinely tells me that im beautiful even though im so damn fat now...

It feels nice to be treated like a princess...

It feels nice to actually have someone worries about me... worry about my safety, my well being...

It feels nice to feel loved by someone...

It feels nice to have someone to fall in love with...

It feels nice to have someone that shares the same cockiness with... =)

It feels nice to have someone that shares the same passion...

It feels nice to have someone that shares the same vision...

It feels nice to be in a honeymoon stage where everything is so sweet and lovey dovey...

It feels nice to be treated as a dream girl... *wink* *wink*

It feels nice to listen to someone i love sings his favourite songs...

It feels nice to cuddle with someone i love...

It feels nice to kiss someone i love...

It feels nice to hug someone i love...

It feels nice to find that someone i love looking so cute....

It feels nice when someone i love plans for our future...

It feels nice when someone i love is very sure of what he wants and what he wants in us and the future...

And last but not least..... It feels nice to have you my dear...

***Gosh... it has been a long time since i actually felt this way... have i been single too long huh? LOL***

I’m a Musicon Celebrity thanks to Maxis Broadband

2009-03-18T17:24:00.007+08:00

WAHHHHH!!!! Nuffnang Music Bash!!! Powered by Maxis Broadband!!!

Another cool Nuffnang party!!!! and this time is sponsored by Maxis Broadband again!!! *did i mention that all parties organized by Nuffnang rocks to the max?* LOL!

The previous party organized by Nuffnang with Maxis Broadband was the Nuffnang Wild 'Live' Party... and that party rocks big time!!

And im sure that i wouldnt want to miss this party!!!

Wowwwww....... I wanna go... i wanna go...!!!

What should i dress up as this time??

As Marilyn Monroe again?

There... a picture of me dressed up like a celebrity, Marilyn Monroe... (sorry la, im blogging from office... and im afraid if i dont blog soon enough, i wont be able to get the invites to this awesome party... see.. im so enthusiastic about this party...)

Ohh... I forgot.. I cannot be Marilyn Monroe anymore... cause i got short hair now... lol!! Yupp, i've changed my hair style... I have shoulder length hair now... but i dont look so much different cause its still the same straight hair but shorter... But people do say i look cuter and younger now... heheehehe....

Anyways... If i were to be a celebrity, alll those dining in fancy restaurants and walk on the red carpet thingy should be like a normal routine thing to me... I want something more special... Like... loads of nice dresses / outfits to have matching purses, shoes, handbags and loads of nice accessories... imagine all the bling bling man... Hahahahaaa...

I want to be like Victoria Beckham... She is such a fashion icon... I simply adore her looks and style... Not slutty and whorish but so elegant yet sexy....

See.... She is wat i call somebody with class... not trashy...

So yeah, if i were to be a celebrity... i wan to be treated as a fashion icon like Victoria Beckham!!! :D

I think i should cut my hair like Victoria Beckham's hair... I've always liked her hair style.. but unfortunately, im not as thin as her... so i think my face would look really big if i have such short hair like hers... =____="""

So yeah... there... i've finally blogged after MIA for a month... So do i get my party invites now? Pleaseeeee..... *wink* *wink*

Those who are really curious about this party and dont know wat im talking about... click here.... Loads of prizes to be won man! You get to win Nokia XpressMusic 5800, Ipod Touch, PS3, Canon Digital Ixus 870 IS and Zara Vouchers!!! Fuhhh!!!! I wan all those!!!!!

So yeah... urrrmmm... aheemmm... how do i end this blog post huh? my brain is lagging today... lol!

Cya peeps!!!

P.S: Climbing the damn KK mountain was hell to me... will tell u all about it in the next blog post... :D

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

2009-02-12T03:20:00.004+08:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Sighhhh.....

i should choose happiness.... someone who loves me unconditionally... someone i know who will be there for me no matter wat circumstances... someone who will care for me till death do us part...?

Therefore, looks does not matter.... height does not matter... size does not matter... cause i know he will love me no matter what? *sometimes i still wonder is there true love and forever love* Nahhhhh.... lost in space a million years ago.... (im still being skeptical bout love)

like what someone says... you choose/got what you most feared of... LOL! so true...

But how do i know whether i really love that person or is it because im afraid of being lonely thats y i start to fall in love? I seriously wonder... am i being too lonely? Or do i really love someone....? Since i disregard the distance, i guess its not the loneliness... it must be love... love you enough to choose you......

sorry man... been in confusion state for a month plus already thats y rarely blog.... cause its not convenient to blog n write things yet.... wait till the time is right then will start to blog normally... the time is right when im in no confusion....

*going to KK and climb the damn KK mountain end of this month!!* Please pray that i dont die there k.... *swt* *total swtness* Will definately blog bout KK trip n my darn experience of climbing the KK mountain...

Happy New Year!!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2009-01-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

I noticed i havent been blogging properly for quite a long time... Need to update update you guys about what i've been doing lately...

I spent my New Year's in Bangkok... Had a wonderful time shopping in Bangkok.. and i literally shopped till i dropped!!! Arrrgghh... Muaahahahaa....

I used RM1K to shop there...

And i managed to buy 9 bikinis, 7 pairs of shoes, 8 dresses, almost 10 tops.. and loads of other etc stuff.. like food n junk food... and loads of coconut juice... ahahhahaa... me love coconuts... muahahahahaa....

On the 31st December itself... I count down the new year in my hotel room... cause i was too freaking tired n sleepy to even have energy to embrace the crowd.. cause there were so many freaking ppl partying out in the streets as soon as the sky turns dark...

When i was alone in the room... while the world is counting down n welcoming the New Year, i reflected on my self... what have i been doing on the year 2008?

Then i realised i felt kinda lonely... And first time ever in many years that i went through new year being single...

During Christmas, i wished and hope for someone to be able to spend Christmas with me.. which i obviously know, it will never happen...

When New Year's eve came, i had actually forgotten about that someone totally.. cause i know its pointless... So, i did not even miss anyone or hoped to spend New year's with... I spent it with my family... for the first time in many years.... which made me realised, that i have been a very bad n unthoughtful daughter to always leave my parents at home alone and i go out to have fun with other people...

But the next day, i recieve a suprise... an sms from somebody which i had forgotten but... being soft hearted, i fall into the trap again.... sighhh....

Anyways... Just to refelect back on what i have achieved in the year 2008...

1) I finally sponsored a child in World Vision... Which i am particularly proud of it... but i dont have the time to respond to my daughter's letter... *swt* *swt* (Note to self: Please do it soon Jane!!!)

2) Finally took my Diving Course... and now im a certified open water diver!!! Happy nyer... I have been wanting to do this since... urrmm... since like many years ago... but never get to... cause i dont have money n the time...

3) I think i havent disappoint my parents much this year... ehehhehhe... have i mum? LOL!

4) I took the big leap by deciding to work in KL even though me n my ex already broken up... N managed to get into a very reputable company. I have no regrets joinigng this company cause im blessed with very nice, friendly n helpful collegues... which they never fail to help me... and the best of all... there are no politics in my department... and definately, i have learnt alot from this company... (Even though i have very fierce GM, somehow i feel that... she is fierce for my own good... and that i have really learnt alot from her...)

5) I learnt the true meaning of letting go and giving up without hurting myself that deep anymore... and this is thanks to the 3 main experience i had on 2008 itself...

6) Realised that i actually had more friends than i thought... as in that actually really cared for me... Special thanks to my Wifey... Melissa aka bestest friend in the whole wide world... and Alex, who has always been there to help me n advise me and teach me many many things and made me realised how stupid i was in handling my own problems... Both of them played very important role in my life...

7) Met laods of new friends who have definately changed my life alot... made it much more interesting... Like Justin, Ren, Steph, and many more others... u guys know who u r la.. u knew me on 2008... means u r in it! Heheheee...

And when i think about about my last year's new year's resolution... I think most of them failed... lol... I just managed to successfully made my parents less headache of me only... lol...

SO what's my new year's resolution?

This time im gonna make a realistic one k...

1) Become fucking stingy... Know why? cause by becoming stingy, I can save money, eat less than go thin... and people wont take advantage of me anymore...

2)Hope to do Advanced in my diving this year... muahahahaaa...

3) If im rich enough, i hope to sponsor another child in world vision.. But i think for the first half of the year, i wont be able to do it cause i will be broke for the next 6 months... (the reason is.... some of you will know.. if u know what happened to me in Velvet... HAhhhahahhaa)

4) Wish for a peaceful non headache life... i dont want to complicate things anymore... but for me, all of a sudden, my life have suddenly turned complicated since 2 weeks ago... sighhh.... Its like... i was actually damn peaceful n alone... now all of a sudden, i got too many things to handle... that i dont know which to choose.... and what to do... sighhh... But i think i will know what to do after CNY... (but at this moment, i feel like being single for the rest of the year 2009)

Thats all... I dont want to do those nonsense resolution like make more money n shit... cause i know me... even i can make more money.. i will spend more... sighh... So, i just have to make sure my resolution No. 1 works!

Anyways, im going back to Penang this Saturday till the 7th day of CNY... So yay! I miss Penang alot... miss my wifey... miss my family... *y am i so family oriented all of a sudden huh?* *damn*

Thats all for the update... I know im getting lazier n lazier to blog... but i really have nothing much to blog about adi... I seldom go to events nowadays... and i have my personal love n relationships problems which i can no longer share in my blog anymore... cause if i do share it out, i will hurt alot of people... (unless u all r smart enough to guess the hidden meaning in my blog post... ahahaha ) so, yeah... im back to boring old mundane life...

See ya guys...

Being Single Does Not Mean You Are Lonely!

2009-01-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

Being Single Does Not Mean You Are Lonely

If you are single odds are more than once someone has told you how lonely it must be being single.

Yet the truth of the matter is there is a huge different between being single and lonely.

In fact if you are single and lonely it is better than being in a relationship and being lonely because when you decide to overcome your loneliness the only thing you have to lose is being lonely whereas the person in the relationship who decides to overcome their loneliness risks losing their relationship as well.

When a person is single it means that you have not made a sexual commitment with anybody. You are free to see whoever you want whenever you want.

When a person is lonely it means that they have a feeling of emptiness and a general disconnect from people. They can not freely express themselves or choose not to out of a fear of being hurt.

Being single has nothing to do with being lonely.

In fact many people are single because they are NOT lonely and don't need or more accurately refuse to settle for someone less that what they expect or deserve.

Many people are in a relationship because they are lonely or felt lonely when they where single. Furthermore many people in relationships still feel lonely only they have some other expressions for it because they are hiding their true selves from both their partner and the world out of that fear of being by themselves to face their loneliness.

Overall if you are lonely it doesn't matter if you are single or in a relationship. In order to enjoy life you have to enjoy being with yourself all by yourself sometimes.

If you are single you have the advantage that once you take care of the loneliness in your life all you will have lost is the loneliness and if you want you can begin a healthy relationship that you can have control in.

However, if you are in a relationship and have chosen to take care of that feeling of loneliness you not only risk losing your loneliness you also will risk losing your unhealthy relationship as well.

This article is taken from here

Holiday Seasons....

2008-12-27T08:57:00.002+08:00

This is just going to be all words only entry...

Happy Christmas and Happy New Year 2009 to everyone!!!

I has a very nice n peaceful Christmas... Felt like i was getting old that i dont need to actually go somewhere crowded to count down for Christmas... Which in actual fact, THERE IS NOTHING TO COUNT DOWN FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

Christmas is about celebrating Jesus's birth ok!

What did i do during Christmas this year? Compare to last year... this year's Christmas made me feel very grateful that i have wonderful friends to spend my Christmas with...

First off, i was working during Christmas Eve... After working hours on that Christmas Eve, the jam was like crazy.... Ren came to office, then i fetched him to Kepong where i went to fetch Steph.... Then we went to Kepong Baru and eat our dinner there... After having dinner, we went to Desa Park City to chill and have some drinks... which we went to have Fitou Brasserie (Which serve Guinness Infused Dishes but it sucks compared to Michelangelo's)... We of course drink Guinness cause we have that RM12 off every 3 pints we purchase.... We drank n drank n chit chat, played facebook (cause we have Ren's laptop) until like 11pm... Joshua came n join us to chit chat n drink n play card games... We played chor tai tee... which i was losing miserably that night... :D :D :D

After that we adjourned to another place near Cheras... and we had Nasi Lemak which they claim its famous... Its nice la... but it was nothing very big to shout about... We continued talking n talking crap... until like urrmmm.... 2am... then we all decided to go back home...

The next day, was Christmas day... I woke up like 8.15am (considering that even though i went back home at 2am but i finally fall asleep at 6am!!)... to go to Christmas service... I went to Andrew's church at SIBKL... its located at the building right beside Eastin Hotel... :D It was good service... everyone was feeling Christmasy... I was feeling Christmasy n stonning for a while since i didnt get enonugh sleep.... After church, i went to Kepong with Andrew to go eat a very nice Char Siew Rice... hmmm.... We then head to Steph's house to wait for her to get ready then we'll pick her up to go watch movie.... we waited for like 40mins for her! Damn... in the process, both me n andrew was like falling asleep while waiting for her... cause we were both damn tired... After picking her up, we went to pick up Joshua from his house... then we went off to Kepong Jaya Jusco! Lol! to meet up with Ren and we all plan to watch movie there! AHhaahaa... weird right that we all actually went to Kepong n watch movie... lol... cause we didnt feel like going through jam at those main shopping malls thats y... so we stayed at Kepong area... ahahha.... we went to watch IP MAN! It was a damn freaking nice movie to watch k! Its a story about Bruce Lee's Kung Fu master name, IP MAN... like how he got famous... Fuhh... the movie is seriously nice... should go watch them... i give it like rating 4.5 over 5 man!

Anyways, after movie... Andrew seriously couldnt stand it anymore that he went back home to sleep... So me, steph, ren n joshua continue our journey... we went shopping... i mean i went shopping in Cat Whiskers at Sri Hartamas area... after shopping it was like 7.30pm... so we went all the way to KL and eat some nice home cook food right behind Times Square.... then fetch Ren's sister who just finished her Christmas day shopping spree.... then he fetch her sister back home first... then fetch me back first cause i was darn sleepy that i fell asleep in the car already, then fetch joshua and steph back to Kepong... and that was it for the day.... but i was cleaning the house when i get back home even though i was darn tired cause my parents coming the next day... So i have to vacumn the floor, mop the floor... clean this n that around...

Thats it for my Christmas day itinery.... hehehehee... i know this entry sounds like a boring mundane entry.... but its good to write it down so i can read back next year Christmas time about what i did for Christmas this year...

So what am i going to do for New Year's eve n New Year's day? I gonna be at Bangkok!! Bangkok baby!! here i come!! Muahahahhaa.... Noticed i blog so damn early today? cause im waiting for my friends to come fetch me, then we will all go to Penang for the long weekend... for me is going back Penang until 31st Dec then i will fly from Pg to Bangkok on 31st then from Bangkok on 3rd fly straight back to KL.... So yeah, i'll count down in Bangkok!! Should be very happening... :D

So to those who have been to Bangkok, any advise on where to go shopping for really really cheap n nice quality clothes?

Anyways... gotta go.... Going back Penang to see my "wife"! Haahaahaa.....

I still miss spending Christmas in Adelaide....

Because i love my best friend so much....

2008-12-25T23:52:00.004+08:00

Because i love my bestest friend in the whole wide world sooooo much....

i did this...

---->> Lady Jayne says:
wei

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
wei

---->> Lady Jayne says:
can we get married to each other on facebook?
keke

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
LOL
random

---->> Lady Jayne says:
can or not?
if can i request liao..
let me propose to u first...
wait ha..
hahahaa

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
later spoil both of our 'hang cheng' la
lol
hahah wtf

---->> Lady Jayne says:
({)(L)(})
(K)

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
dangerous signs
lol

---->> Lady Jayne says:
wait im not done yet...
wait till i pop the question first...
hahahaa
(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F) (F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)(F)

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
^o)^o)^o)
i hope you didnt kena any chee kek
hehe
lucky im not there, otherwise i might kena raped by you

---->> Lady Jayne says:
dammit... no ring emoticons..
can u like be romantic abit...
n pretend to act surprised.. blushed.. or happy..
ahahhahaa

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
hahaha
i wanted to
but then i find you too funny
hahahaha

---->> Lady Jayne says:
*ht046
HEART*af005*ht045/love
(proceed to giving her all my love emoticons)

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
ugly loves
haha

---->> Lady Jayne says:
there... i give u all my love adi...
urrmm... i mean love emoticons... ahhahahaa
will u marry me Melissa ** **** ****???
LOL
(no, u cannot say no!)

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
HAHAHAHA
yes, i will

---->> Lady Jayne says:
YAY!!!!
u just made me the happiest person on earth!
dont worry my dear... i will care for u through sickness n health, n wealth... n everything k!!
i love you!!!
muahahahaaa

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
LOL
crap

---->> Lady Jayne says:
u wan us to put engaged or married my dear?

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
engaged first la
at least can advanced from there later on
or maybe break up before get to marry
hahaha

---->> Lady Jayne says:
aww.w..
dont worry..
i will love u till death do us part..
sure wont break up wan..
hahahaa

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
someone's been drinking too much
but okay..i still believe you
kekeke

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahaah.... farnyyy...

5 Mins later.....

---->> Lady Jayne says:
check now
got my dear?

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahaha

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
You are now in a relationship with Jane ***.

---->> Lady Jayne says:
Engaged to Melissa **

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
Relationship Status:
Engaged to Jane ***
kekekkeke

(after some other random personal conversation...)

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
im going to bed now, cant believe im going off this early
oh well
goodnight
this night has been the happiest so far in my life cuz im engaged to you
(L)
hahahahahahahaha
thanks for making me feel loved
i love you too!!!
(L)(L)(L)

---->> Lady Jayne says:
ahahaha...
i love u too...
good nighty my dear...
sweet dreams

+++[PhantomGaL]+++ says:
nighties

If you all actually read up till here... u all really damn nothing to do also huh? And as lame as me to enjoy this... LOL!

HEheheheehahhahahhahaaha....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

I GOT ENGAGED TO MY BEST FRIEND ON CHRISTMAS DAY! WHAT A MEANINGFUL DATE!

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody

2008-12-14T05:37:00.001+08:00

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know their not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

I bought a new phone...

2008-12-13T12:43:00.007+08:00

I bought a new phone!! Yupp... After the stupid incident, i've been using my spare phone... the Dopod 838 pro.... which has been pissing me off upside down for the occasional hang... unable to call out when it has pms n etc...

I of course did some research for the type of phone i wanted... and i actually even plan to get 2 phones... cause i have 2 lines... but haih... budget constraints... dammit...

anyways... guess what phone i got???

The New Sony Ericsson X1 / Xperia!!!

Nice nice kan??? But being such an upmarket mobile phone, the design of the box is disappointing... they should design something fancier n nicer... to suit the phone image... u know...

So pretty.... I likey the keypad... looks so classy n expensive... It should!! Its expensive ok!!

I bought this phone with the price of RM3150 in Low Yat Plaza, KL... But the cheapest price i could find in Low Yat Plaza is RM3099... I chose the RM3150 shop for 2 reasons...

1) Purely because the salesman is much friendlier n entertain me when i asked him information regarding this Xperia... cause most of the other shops i asked, i got the feeling that they thought i was just asking for fun and i wouldnt buy it.... So too bad la...

2) Because this particular phone shop, he is willing to take trade in phones at a higher price... I wanted to trade in my old Dopod 838 pro and my Motorola V3X... Other shops only willing to trade in my Dopod for RM400 and my V3X for RM130... But this shop willing to trade in my Dopod for RM500 and my V3X for RM180....

So yeah, for these 2 reasons, he got my business... :D :D :D

This is just to show u comparison between the thickness of my finger and the thickness of this phone....

I've been using this phone for one week now.... I have not much complains about this Xperia because before i buy this phone, i already did my research what is the good thing n bad thing about this phone....

So I already knew about the bad thing of this phone before i buy them... Therefore, i dont mind living with the flaws of this phone...

As been said in many mobile phone forums and due to my experience... This phone have several flaws...

1) The reception of this phone is not that good... its always showing one or 2 bars of reception only... but the line is still clear regardless...

2) The camera quality is not that good ocmpare to my previous N93i (which got lost along with my stupid incident)... My N93i camera quality is much better than Xperia... and the sucky thing about this Xperia camera is that i cannot use the zoom function if im taking pictures with 3mp quality! Dammit man... If i change the quality to 2mp, i can zoom but the zoom function makes not much difference at all, like 2 times zoom.. *total dieness* *swt* *swt*

3) The phone lags occasionally... but at times, it does get quite sickeningly slow... *only when im in hurry*

See... just to show u the size of the phone compare to my hand... :D :D :D *notice the reception only 2 bars there?*

Got my reflection... Reminds me of my wonderful N93i... I always use my previous N93i as mirror cause its damn reflective, really like a mirror... But this Xperia is of course not as reflective as the N93i... but still can do la... heheheee....

Overall, the phone is nice to use... I try not to find so much fault with it cause it cost me a bomb... so i dont want to feel regret buying them...

In case you dont know... this phone comes with...

1)4GB Micro SD card... no longer the typical Sony memory card.. yay!
2) 3.2MP camera quality... which kinda suck compare to N93i...
3) Wireless Lan, Bluetooth..
4) GPS with Google Maps and Quick GPS (which i still dont know how to use the Quick GPS)
5)2 different types of internet browser... IE and Opera...
6) Windows Mobile 6.1 Professional
7) As for the ladies, its user friendly with your own nails... ahahhahaa.... not like the stupid Iphone, need your actual finger to press on the touch screen... I would have chosen the Blackberry Storm if the Blackberry Storm is user friendly with nails.. but unfortunately, the Blackberry Storm is the same as Iphone... so i decided to buy Xperia... and again, I DONT LIKE IPHONE!!! *for many reasons which im lazy to type it down*
8) It has 7 very cool different types of desktop panel for different purpose of usage... *go find out yourself what this mean if you dont know... hehhehe... i know, im lazy*
9) Include Office Mobile - includes Excel Mobile, OneNote Mobile, PowerPoint Mobile and Word Mobile...

Well.. theres more functions.. but i have no time to explore it all yet...

Thats all... and now im still looking for another phone to use my celcom line... Im looking for a phone cost around RM1K... Nokia or Sony Ericsson... preferbably with 3G, camera quality at least 3MP, light weight, small, compact (as in can easily slip into my jeans pocket)... Can anyone suggest? I was actually looking at Nokia E66... but it cost around RM1500.. which is abit costly.. Any other phone to recommend?

Arrgghh... damn sleepy already...

Take care peeps!!!

Interesting Conversations

2008-12-09T17:08:00.003+08:00

I had a very interesting n funny chat with Alex regarding Bangladesh's Eid Mubarak Festival... that is today....

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
they are celebrating eid mubarak
today everyone will kill a cow

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
mahai just now i went out for lunch the whole city is stinks with cow smell

---->> Lady Jayne says:
ewwww...

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
the just slaughter the cow u know

---->> Lady Jayne says:
for fun?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
the cow was alive last night

---->> Lady Jayne says:
or for makan wan?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
makan
but they slaughter in front of their house
first time i see people kill then slaughter it

---->> Lady Jayne:
wahh... must be very amusing to watch them slaughter..

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
and the cow skin is selling everywhere

---->> Lady Jayne says:
did u video it?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
yeah i took some pics
no man.. i nearly vomit

---->> Lady Jayne says:
alarrrrr....

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
mahai... the cow is alive wan u know
they slowly kill while still alive then they skinned it
cut the dick off

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahah

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
pull intestines outs together with the shit

---->> Lady Jayne says:
i would be very amused to watch the whole process till the end..

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
yeah when u see everywhere also doing the same thing
mahai u will vomit
then they chopped off the head
when they did that, the cow can still blink it's eyes

---->> Lady Jayne says:
wah lau...
the cow nvr moo n moo in pain ha?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
got la..
the whole morning u can only hear cow moaning in pain

---->> Lady Jayne says:
aiyor..
u should have video it lor..

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
then when i go for lunch
i only order fried rice
no meatball or whatever fuck

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahahah

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
i wonder why the festival here needs to kill cows

---->> Lady Jayne says:
yeah hor..
i tot indians treat cows as sacred wan?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
that is in india
pakistan and bangladesh kills cow
they are muslim

---->> Lady Jayne says:
bangladesh not india meh?

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
OMG
your general knowledge is poor

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahaah... yes i dont know wan k!

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
Bangldesh is a country
India is another country

---->> Lady Jayne says:
n who the fuck care about bangladesh la...!

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
Bangladesh is 5 times the size of malaysia
there are muslims not indian
but they are black
their brain is smaller in size
so i call them stupid ass hole
just now i went to buy chicken rice
he told me chicken all that still have but the chicken rice no more
i said nvm,.. u give me chicken rice but change the rice to fried rice
he said cannot..
i ask why?? he said no
he only answer me no more chicken rice
then i said is ok.. change the rice to fried rice for me
he said chicken rice finish
mahai... then i said then how?
he said i can order the chicken then order a fried rice

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahahhahahaha

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
mahai.. i dunno what is the difference
i fuck him "BULLSHIT" so loud
he still smile to me
now u know how much blood i lost in bangladesh

---->> Lady Jayne says:
Wahahahaa...
u should write this down on your blog lor..
damn funny lor..

Happy EID MUBARAK!!!! says:
eh cannot many people reading
bangldesh local colleagues is viewing too

---->> Lady Jayne says:
hahahahaha
then i write this down my blog..
hhhhahaha

***Go read here...

This Thing Called Love....

2008-11-24T16:48:00.004+08:00

I have been wondering... what is this thing called love that always never seem to stop making me feel miserable?

As hard as i would like to be strong and be tough bout it... I will somehow go emoish and sad about it...

I am a very indecisive person... I dont even know what i want from this thing called love...

Every single new relationship i have, i thought i have found love... But apparently, after everything ends, i realise it wasnt love at all...

I keep on thinking... Why can some other girls be so contented by just marrying someone they love but have no goals in life to achieve? Do they really feel so contented by just marrying someone who earns less than 5 figures a month and they themselves only earm RM3k per month? How can people like them feel contented?

As much as i love those fairy tale love stories... As much as i would like to be able to find someone i love in a very fated way, i dont think i will feel contented living life that always have to watch my budget so tightly...

To me the world today is very realistic.. Love does not work just by love anymore... I feel, in order to make love work... everything else have to work... Like trust, commitment, financially and the social circle...

I have a friend who is recently registered... In fact i already have quite alot of girls friends who is married already.... They all seem to be so contented by just marrying someone n be a housewife... I dont think i can do that..

I have heard many stories how so n so got marry to so n so... Some of those women even resorted to getting pregnant on purpose so that they can make their bf stay n got married to her... Sigghh... I simply pity girls like that and to be honest, i really look down on girls like that... Destroying your life just to make someone that dont love you anymore to be stuck on to you... Im not saying that having a baby means destroying life... Im just saying its so not worth it to do so...

Some even purposely find a rich bf... then purposely pregnant so that they can fulfill their dreams of marrying a rich husband.... Sigghh....

Whatever happens to girl power? What ever happens to girls are able to take care of themselves... Whatever happens to gender equality? Ok, strength wise, we girls can never win guys... But making money wise, we can always fight for it... Do we really need to depend on husband to feed us? Do we really need rich husbands so that we dont have to work anymore? This sounds more of like a damn useless woman to me...

Oh, n dont start flaming that im jealous cause i cant find rich bfs... =_=""" Those of you who knows me well enough would know why i dont necessarily need a rich bfs...

Im just saying, its not wrong to have a rich husband to spoil u for this n that... but its just so wrong to totally depend on them? Ever think of future wise if ur marriage went wrong? You cant divorce cause u got too dependent on them... They will step on you upside down cause they can control you with their money... Come on man... Your financial have been control by your parents when u were little until u finish studies.. then when u get married, takan u wan ur husband to step on you with his money forever?

Aiya.. change topic...

Why would a girl let herself down by being in a relationship that sounds so wrong? Im in this category all the time... When i first started a relationship with someone, i know it feels wrong... i know there is no future together... but i still bloody hell love to digg the hell hole n went into it... sighhh... Then end up feeling like shit... I always end up with someone that i know i have no ending with.. but i still love that person very much regardless...

But i do have friends or guys friends which i think we both are very matching in career wise, thoughts, opinions and goals in life... But i never seem to be able to have the love feeling towards them.. cause thats probably we've been friends too long... So we end up being best friends... My close guys friends are very compatible with me in thinking wise, but i have no feelings at all towards them...

My love life havent been perfect though...

Bf One - I thought i could spend the rest of my life with him... even all fortune tellers and our horoscopes are very matching... He taught me alot... We might have even got married this year... But the problem is that, he likes to lie... Just have to lie for no reason... And he is not making enough for me to feel contented... And so not hard working at all..... very hot tempered... i had 5 hell years with him... full of traumatic experience of fucking mind games and temper... So i knew i have to get out soon enough to save myself..

another BF - He taught me how to loosen up... things dont have to be serious all the time... He never fail to cheer me up when i was down... He was younger than me.. i nvr did appreciate him at all cause i'll go crazy cause i was fucked up from previous relationship that i turned into someone very hot tempered.. But he loves me enough to be stuck with me for almost 2 years....

Then i stayed single for a while... along the way, i met people which i thought i could possibly have a relationship with... but they all ended up making me feel hurt... which i believe it is karma... im still serving my karma till today by the way....

Men 1 - He is so indesicove of wat he wants... he is torn between loving me or his ex gf of 7 years which is obvious cannot be saved anymore... Which he ended up choosing n being with another different girl who is a crazy freaky possesive woman... but he still loves her alot regardless...

Men 2 - We were very sweet together... i was happy being with him... we could click really well n talk really well with each other.. we were all sweet, honey n roses... just suddenly one fine day... he refuse to talk to me anymore.. Its like yesterday we were like i miss u, good night sweetie... muax muax... the next day, when i tried calling, he no longer pick up my phone... his excuse was a damn lame wan... which i dont buy the excuse he gives me n i still dont know what i did wrong till today...

Men 3 - He is the type of guy my parents would love for me to have... If we were to end up being together, i think n believe, we would have a very bright future building career together... Everything is fine about him.. except that sometimes he loves to talk really lame stuff... *swt* *swt* but unfortunately... He has a gf of 10 years... Logically thinking, common sense for normal people... people would rather him choose the 10 years gf than me, the girl he only known for 6 months... Even though i do like him... but i know for sure, there is no future together... As i know, he owe alot to his gf... His achievement in his life... all owed to his gf of 10 years that have helped him alot along the way... But what have i done for him? Seee... sigghh...

Im always in such sticky sad situation that will nvr work for me... sighhh... when will my "The One" appear in my life? I starting to lose hope that there is ever the one for me...

Homeless by Leona Lewis

2008-11-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
Missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oooh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

Nokia Nuffnang Silent Halloween Rocks!

2008-11-12T01:49:00.010+08:00

Why it rocks???

First off, I met hell alot of ghosts that night... Some were of course pretty ghosts, scary ghosts, ugly, barely unrecognizable, weird looking, funny looking.... alot of nonsense...

As i was having bimbotic moment that time, i of course decided to go as pretty ghost... I was actually planning to go there as a sexy devil... i mean real sexayyyyyyy.... but last minute decided not to... cause i thought there might be hell lots of devils already....

So i went as Marilyn Monroe... with my own real mole... My mole is almost exactly the same side as Marilyn Monroe's mole ok!!!

Someone thought it was a fake mole... *swt* *swt*

Ohh... I met loads of ghosts while registering outside...

And i especially cannot recognise Michael Jackson at all!!! Cause this Michael Jackson was standing right in front of me, smiling.. and i was like.. who the toot is this? It took me a few seconds to register who is that until i saw the name tag! *swt* *swt*... Seriously couldnt recall that Michael Jackson was that chubby... HAhahhahaaha!

Notice the pic above, it was taken when Michael Jackson was smiling at me and i was still so blur to realise that it was Kenny!

After registering, I went inside and saw the crowd...

Fuhh... everyone fully dressed n seriously dressed!!

I met new ghost friends... eventhough some of them are not officially dead yet... lol... but they will be soon... muahahhahaa....

I saw my twin... Another Marilyn Monroe but this one is the future me with white freaking long hair....

A so called vampire who has grey hair...

My best friend from hell, the Fallen Angel... That doesnt look that fallen cause we were busy giving kisses all around... muahahaha....

The Jabbawockeez...

Kurt Cobain... which at first impression, i thought Kurt Cobain was wearing pyjamas...

Then a scarier version for Kurt Cobain... which i was really supporting him to win the Best Dressed for the night...

This is how the future Michael Jackson would look like...

And Michael's pretty french maid!

Dr. Evil... who actually isnt that evil in real life... but that dolly sure looks scary n evil to me... i hate dolls like that!

Oh, n i almost got strangled by a mummy... which u can see, i was willing to let the mummy strangle me... ahhahaa... im a sicko, i know... lol...

And hey look! I even spotted A milk carton that contains Melamine! How cool!!! See.. i love milk with melamine that im kissing it!! *we r dead anyways, so why worry about melamine?* hahhahahaa....

And loads more weirdos along the way... lazy to elaborate one by one adi... muahahahaa....

The best highlight of the night were actually game playing...

First was me being wrapped up as a mummy with my group...
I tell u.. it was damn hard to breath through the toilet papers ok! I felt like i was going to die the second time! *as in Marilyn Monroe's point of view la!*

Then this second game we play.. fuh!! This is a tiring killer game to me!

Being a kiasu me... Marilyn has to be a very damn kiasu woman ok!... We r suppose to protect the balloon provided to us till death do us part! and of course, the last one to have their balloon not burst, will win RM100!!!

So at the beginning of the game, i was running around happily n easily bursting people's balloon with my sharp nails... and then... and then... i burst the wrong balloon... the damn owner of that damn balloon came chasing me all the wayyy.... i went left, he went left, i ran right, he ran right with me.. his main target is to just burst my balloon... *ooppss, i dont think that sound right* but anyways... yeah.. he leave me no choice but to hide my balloon under my dress....

And i ended up like this... And this joker doctor is the guy that was chasing me all around la... damn u... hahahahaa...

10 to 15 mins later... he is still beside me... so i had to crouch so hard... protecting my balloon with the toilet papers that were left on the floor from the previous game.... and his hands is still trying to burst my balloon... luckily im a girl.. ahhahaa... cause he wouldnt dare to simply touch me... or elseee.... or elseee!! I would have yelled out and framed him for molesting me... ahahahaha.... *just joking k!*

But bugger... so kiasu also no use.. cause i did not win...

This bugger wins the RM100.... cause he is the tallest ghost around... no one can ever reach his balloon man...

After all the tiring but extremely fun game.. we ghost started to feel hungry... and right before we wanted to kill each other to eat eachother up, we were served good food...

Ghost can hungry also wan k.... See all the ghost n weirdos lining up for food...

And we ghost even eat together.... Hehehehe... *nvm me there, i dont know wat i was doing that time* :D :D :D

After eating... the highlight of the night is finally here... silent dance!

Can u see me grooving with the music in my ear phone.... *awww... i miss my phone... I lost my phone!!! GRRRRRR.... *

It really felt weird at first dancing with ear phone and knowing its all quiet n etc on the outside... dont know how to explain la.. but it feel really damn weird k...

In between the party, there were live band performing... such as the Alaling and the Kaya Koks (weird name), Dose 2, and another band that performed last... (forgotten their name).... they were not bad to some people... and some people loves it... But to be honest, their music is not really my taste... so i dont have much comment about it.... *have to be honest la, everything puji puji, then this entry will sound fake right?* HAhahahaa....

There were a total of 9 Nokia XpressMusic phones were given out as prizes that night ok!!! 9!! Jio.. Kau!! Sembilan! Nine!! Fuhh... and i got none from that night... *swt* *swt*... i only got the door gift, which i especially likey... RED COLORED NOKIA WRISTBAND 2GB THUMB DRIVE!!! RED OK!!! RED!! N 2GB somemore!!! fuhhh!!! Luckily i did not lose it along when i got robbed the other day, cause i was carrying that thumb drive with me the day before i got robbed...

Let me quote this from the Nuffnang blog site... "The Nuffnang Nokia Silent Halloween was no doubt one of our best events which we had great time putting it together thanks to the support of Nokia and our partners MEDIACOM, JWT and Text100." Which i totally agreed!!! This time the prizes given were so genorous n alot... 9 mobile phones were given away! How many of u all have attended an event that gives 9 mobile phones in one go ha???? None so far right??? HAhahhaa...

I hope i can win the N96?? Can arr..? Can this blog entry deserve a winning? I just lost my mobile phone in a stupid incident.... I really hope to win the mobile phone? Can? Yes? No?

To show u how much i really want the phone...

See, i am even willing to stick my tongue into a bodyless, disgusting head... LOL!!!

But however... to be honest, i really enjoyed that night... and those who didnt go n lose out your chance to go that night... i can give u 2 words!! Your Lost!! *and u know who u r!* hahahahaaa.... ;P

Anyways... I heart Nuffnang for giving me wonderful n interesting life.... *arent i such a boot licker ay?* muahahahahhaa.....

Madagascar 2 - Escape to Africa!

2008-11-10T19:58:00.005+08:00

"I like to move it, move it...
You like to move it, move it...
We like to move it, move it... MOVE IT!!"

Thanks to Nuffnang and United International Pictures Malaysia, i was invited to watch the Premier Screening of Madagascar 2 - Escape to Africa!

The movie was superb! But although most people says that the first Madagascar is better than this second one, I still think this second one is still nice, hilariously funny and i really needed the laughter after all i've been through for the past months of nonsense!

Warning: May contain spoilers ahead...

This time, this movie focus more on the chracter's homeland, where they supposingly belong... they showed how Alex the lion end up in the New York Zoo ever since he was a cub lion...

So the whole movie started off with the New Yorkers get on that plane in Madagascar to take off to New York but their plane crash into Africa... Like what you see in the preview...

Take note though... The character of baby/cub Alex is actually the voice of Ben Stiller's son! (FYI, Ben Stiller is the voice for Alex; for those of you who didnt know!)... So take note while watching it ya! I didnt know it when i was watching the movie till i read their production notes (which is like 50 pages long ok!)

Will.i.am is the voice for the character Moto Moto... Wanna know who is Moto Moto? Go watch the movie!!!

I guess thats all i want to say... go watch this movie... it really worth it to watch it especially if u r all stessed up about life... (yes, i hate my life atm!)

I would rate this movie 4 out of 5!

Yeah... I like to move it move it...

Tralalallaaaa.... back to sucky sulking life!

updates??

2008-11-06T03:46:00.004+08:00

i know i know im suppose to like update on many many things... i know im suppose to write about my Kuching trip.. I know im suppose to write about Nokia Nuffnang Silent Halloween Party... Somemore i need to review about Madagascar... Oh, didnt i tell u that i went to watch the premier screening of Madagascar 2 yesterday night? Thanks to Nuffnang i got the prmier screening... it is still very very funny.. hilarious n all.. but most people says the first Madagascar is still funnier than this seond one...

Sorry sorry... really been busy! And im going off to somewhere tomolo night until Sunday night.. which i will tell u about it when i come back... been very busy... and hor... Im especially busy today!!

Fark!! My car, front passenger window got smashed and my handbag was stolen!!! Like seriously wtf wtf wtf wtf!!! My most precious is my purse and my handphone... Sighh.. gone my Gucci purse!!! So i have spent the whole day cancelling my credit cards, my handphone, make police report... watever fucking thing that u need to do when u lost ur handbag la... Then went to fix back my car window at Toyota Service center... got it by 6pm... somemore in the process of go collecting new credit cards and new atm cards! Tomolo still need to go activate back my Maxis line, change houselocks n etc etc.... FUCKING TROUBLESOME OK!!!!

How did it happen? I was at Bangsar area... working.. as in inspection some double storey terrace house around that area... I was merely like 10 feet away from my car... I stupidly left my handbag in the car, cause i thought... since my car is within my eye sight and im inspecting the damn house by the road side... So i was afraid someone might snatch my handbag while i was standing by the road side.. so i leave my hand bag in my car... Little do i know, both ways also die la... If i were to carry it with me and got snatch from me itself will prolly be worse than the damn low life mother fucker thief smashing my car window... cause u know never know... i might prolly be dragged a few metres before i can finally let go off my bag (knowing the fighting spirit in me...)... So yeah.. this is how it happened!

When i was so into looking at the house, i was behind some truck (not shown in the pic below), i heard my car alarm went off... My first thought.. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!! ARRGGHHH!!!" I ran with my high heels as fast as i could only to see my car window smashed! I did not see anything nor hear anything cause i was only concentrating on.. "Must faster run to car! Run! Run! Run!" So i see no shit! But some passerby said they saw a motorbike speed off with 2 person on it... Haihhh...

Wasted extra RM190 to fix my damn window... (as if im not broke enough)

That idiot must have used hammer or something... Impossible that hole is made by helmet! And i tinted safety tint on my car window ok!! Also blardy no use! Now i can see the usefulness of the safety tint! @$##$@%@&#$@

First reaction when i first saw my window smashed: Shocked, speechless...
Next reaction when i realised i lost all my phones n contacts: I yelled!! And throw all my files, pen n my camera around (cause i was carrying them to do house inspection)... Then i thought.. nvm... go to public phone n call ppl...

3rd reaction when i realised i dont even have money to call: I cried n yell... until everybody that passes by came n look n asked me wat happened which i didnt bother to answer... Just stood there crying n n yelling hysterically...

Then i borrowed someone's handphone to make phone call... 4th reaction: stunned again, wondering who to call cause i cant remember anyone's number in kl n i have no bf to call! Haihhh... cried more.... Try to calm down adi, then i called my office and asked a collegue to come help me... Haih... Being single at this kind of moment sucks!

While waiting for collegue to arrive, continue crying... mid way crying, i felt the urge to smoke.. wanted to look for cigs... then remembered... fuck! got stolen as well!! KNN!!! A lot of feelings, emotions n reactions involved in this process wei... tiring sial...

Haih... bad luck like shitttt.... I curse the mutherfuker that stole my handbag till death that he will just die in a horrible accident or maybe not die.. he will just get into an accident n then turned vegetable for the rest of his life suffering the pain!!! Im fucking serious!

Thats all for now... am really really tired and its 4am now! I will have a really long day n night to go tomolo.... Tilll then... will update next week i hope!!!

Crush by David Archuleta

2008-10-23T03:36:00.000+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Its confirmed!!!

2008-10-22T00:33:00.003+08:00

Its confirmed!!!!

I have decided to go diving again!! At Pulau Dayang, Johor... Yay!! I cant wait!!! Heheheee... Bad news is, im gonna waste more money... -____-"

I was thinking, if i dont go this trip, i wont have anymore chance to dive this year.. so might as well just go la... then come back eat sand (direct translation from hockkien) for the rest of the month... ehhehhee...

But still... i cant wait.. After my Pulau Dayang dive, i will be qualified to take advance open water already... yay!! Will take it next year... cause i will be so broke after the trip... Heheheee....

Another good news... Its confirmed!!!

I got my E-vite for the Nuffnang Nokia Slient Halloween Party!!!

Now i have headache... have to seriously really think what to wear for the party.... :D :D :D :D :D

Will see u nuffnangers there ya!!! Bet we gonna have loads of fun!!!

Ok, gtg... more updates after i come back from Kuching... *another waste money thingy* *swt* *swt* *swt*

P.S: Anyone going to the Mamma Mia the Musical? Im goin too.. booked my tickets to watch them already... going with my dearest parents and siblings... Its so damn hard to book the damn tickets wei... I got quite shitty seats as well... haihh....

Take care peeps!!!

Oh So Random Blogpost...

2008-10-19T03:03:00.010+08:00

This blog post is going to be many different random things that i will talk about...

Yesterday went to the official opening of Club Quattro... Damn jam packed like sardines... its expected cause its the first day of their opening....

Now for total random camwhoring pics.... We did not take much pictures there as it was basically jam packed everywhere... so our camwhoring places r just limited to mainly the Winter Bar area.. and the Winter Garden... lol... and of cuz the Raining Pathway... Hahahahaa...

Me and Steph at the entrance... just right outside the Autumn Club...

Its in the Winter bar... right before u enter the Winter Garden... *read carefully at the sign* Like seriously wtf.... I dont think people r that jungle monkey (direct translation from hockkien) to actually eat the snow harr???

Me likey this pic effect very much...

Inside the so called Winter Garden.... This dress makes me look like im pregnant... its as if im wearing maternity dress... *swt* *swt* gotta diet fast already! I cant take feeling n looking fat!!

See... i look fucking fat standing beside steph.... sighhh....

Another one of those camwhoring pics with steph... want u all to look at us until u all feel sick n start puking.... ahahhahahaaa...

Me at the raining pathway... Kinda cool wei... lol...

Damn... these posers ha... lol!! lol!!

One thing i like about Quattro is that they serve Guiness Draught!!! Hahahaaa... Now i know where to chill n get loads of Guiness... Hahaha...

Alot of people that went there yesterday complained that its damn boring... But i believe mainly because of too many people n etc... the music kinda suck also... but i'll give a chance... i will go there again one weekend when its all settled down n see... I think its a nice environment... Cause 4 different season for 4 different concept... Its a good concept...

Ok now off to other Random stuff.....

Like i said... im going off to Kuching! Yay! This is going to be my first time to East of Malaysia... Actually going there to waste money again... =_="

Got a friend asked me to go to Pulau Dayang, which is near Johor i think... To go diving... On the 7th, 8th and 9th Nov... Am still thinking n deciding whether to go or not.... But its diving worr... I so want to go!! I miss diving loads!! But i have to spend another RM800 plus for that trip... =____________=

If i go, it will be another sum of cash gone.. Haiya... im so broke wei.. travel alot these days... But if i dont go, i cant go diving until next year already! Cause its monsoon season now till next year!... if i go, im gonna be soooooooo broke that its not even funny... how how how??? can someone help me decide whether to go or not??? haihhhh..... so indecisive of me.... *ahem ahem* knowing me, i think am gonna end up going... *swt* *swt* *imagine money flying awayyyyy.....*

Will see how much i spend in Kuching first la ha... lol lol lol....

Ok now for another random thing...

3 of these pictures taken from Stickgal....

Lonely - Im feeling lonely... i wan someone by my side.... but....

I have tried going for dates n etc... It just wouldnt work out bcos i cant feel the total utter fancy i could have with the guys i date...

This is because....

Someone is always on my mind.... sighhh...

Thats all for total randomness of today's blog.... Muahahhaaa... damn kau random right? Lol... Am happy n feeling random today cause of something that happen just now... ahhahaa.. :D :D :D

P.S: Can u people please answer my poll question at the side? I need to know what u guys think ya...

P.P.S: My dearest housemate Alex... i have just helped him to create a blog... He said he wanted a blog to pen down adventures n travels as his new job requires him to travel around the world to work... So, his first assignment is to Dhaka, Bangladesh... Therefore, now he's already in Bangladesh... (which now im feeling damn extra lonely cause he's not around anymore)... Do read his blog if u r curious about Bangladesh lifestyles... :D :D In future, he of course might be assign to many different countries in the future which possibilities to many really low third world country like Iran or to really good country like Japan... Alex's Blog....

Thats all...

Thank u Thank u peopleeeee....

And U... U..... I miss u loads!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Stupid things i do when i cannot sleep....

2008-10-12T03:46:00.003+08:00

These few weeks, i tend to have difficulties to fall asleep at night... And it got worse especially ever since i came back from Perhentian trip...

When i cannot sleep at night, i usually surf around the internet or read blogs... or...

i look for a victim to talk to in msn... and this happens...

Lady Jayne says:
belum tidur ke?
*jennifer* says:
baru balik from clubbing
couldn't tahan d cos rotting at home
wahahaha
Lady Jayne says:
aku emo sekali lagi... tak boleh tidur..
*jennifer* says:
adoi
jangan la emo...
Lady Jayne says:
mari kita cuba berhubung the bahasa malaysia..
*jennifer* says:
jom jom
Lady Jayne says:
sudah lama aku tak cakap bahasa..
i mean complate sentence in bahasa..
tengok la.. complete pun tak tau in bahasa..
*jennifer* says:
tapi saya mia bahasa tak baik la
hahahha
Lady Jayne says:
u of cuz senang la.. kerana u baru habis spm tahun lalu..
ahahahaha
*jennifer* says:
janganlah sedih lagi...mari mari... aku sayang
hahahhha
Lady Jayne says:
hahahah
*jennifer* says:
tak senang ok....
kepala sya sudah mau pecah
Lady Jayne says:
jangan buat saya ketawa kuat kuat pada waktu malam boleh tak..
haahahha
*jennifer* says:
saya
hahhahhahha
bagus la
Lady Jayne says:
siapa suruh kamu minum banyak sangat
*jennifer* says:
u emo saya buat kamu ketawa ma
saya tak minum la haiyo...
kalau saya minum saya tak boleh balik rumah dah
saya akan jagi tomato
Lady Jayne says:
jadi***
u berkelab dgn siapa?
*jennifer* says:
dgn kawan la.. tadi pi rumah kawan makan "rebus kapal" (steamboat)
hahhahahha
Lady Jayne says:
hhahaahhaa
wtfffffff
*jennifer* says:
lepas tu pi kelab lo
hahhahhaha
Lady Jayne says:
haahahhahaah
if only u can hear i laugh...
lol...
*jennifer* says:
hahhahhahahha
hoi
bahasa melayu
Lady Jayne says:
ok ok .. aku tak tau cakap sentence it dlm bahasa..
lol..
*jennifer* says:
kalaulah kamu boleh dengar saya ketawa
tu sudah tulis
Lady Jayne says:
sentence leh??
*jennifer* says:
ayat
wahahhaha
fucking pro
Lady Jayne says:
oh ya..
hahahahaha
woi.. bahasa...
*jennifer* says:
fucking....(kong keh)
hhahahha
Lady Jayne says:
boleh say guna kita punya topic perbualan malan inin dlm belog saya??
hahahaha
mau papar bagi orang tengok...
*jennifer* says:
saya pun baru mau beri tahu u
Lady Jayne says:
Ok la... kita papar sama sama..
wahhahaaha
*jennifer* says:
hahha
tadi u makan apa??
rebus kapal saya sedap lo...
Lady Jayne says:
saya arr.. makan urrmm... ehh.. susah cakap la..
bubur century egg..
hahah
*jennifer* says:
memang susah
Lady Jayne says:
dan... sago mangga...
*jennifer* says:
i pun tak tau..
wah i mau!!!
Lady Jayne says:
dan... ketam batang dgn keju..
hahahahah
*jennifer* says:
hahhahhahha
ketam batang
pi mana makan??
Lady Jayne says:
crab meat stick..
lol..
*jennifer* says:
i tau la
Lady Jayne says:
kepong la.. kopitiam..
*jennifer* says:
tak pi kelab kah?
Lady Jayne says:
tak ada leh...
malam ini malam sunyi senyap..
*jennifer* says:
wah...kamu sangat dalam( deep)
hahhaha
Lady Jayne says:
wtfff..

Lesson learnt.... No matter how good u were in BM when u were studying in Primary nor High school... U will suck later on... like me.. I left high school almost 9 years ago... and i left my BM along... *swt* *swt* I totally cannot converse a full proper BM sentence... Sigghh....

Perhentian Island!!!

2008-10-11T04:18:00.004+08:00

I Heart Perhentian Island...!!!

I Heart Diving!!!

Ok... I went to Perhentian Island during the Hari Raya holidays on the 1st till the 5th of October...

I went with Michelle (a friend whom i know for like 15 years!!!) My gawd... did i like just say 15 years??? Im OLD!! OLDDDD!! Ok... enough with my crap...

And i also went with my sexy pretty crazy wacky Steph... Yeah... 3 crazy girls... just decided to just drive there.. actually there is suppose to be another 2 guys... but @$#$@$#$@& those guys... just suddenly couldnt make it... Grrr... Holiday is a holiday... Holiday must go on!! Cause we really need this break reallll badddd....

We started our journey at 1am in the morning on the 1st of Oct because michelle said we should start early to avoid the jam... But little do we know....

Little do we knowwwww.... There isnt a single soul on our way to Kuala Besut... Those who have been to Perhentian Island should know that the Kuala Besut jetty is where we take the speed boat to reach the Perhentian Island... There is of course some cars at Karak Highway... But when we reach those little small roads... Started from Bentong... not a single soul... of course there are those occasional cars that come n go... but imagine total darkness on our way there... with just 3 girls... We all didnt even dare to stop to go for a pee until like urrrmmm... Machang??? In between, we got shocked 3 times... cause there was once... a wild boar ran across the road... a kerbau right in the middle of the road and a cow.... damn... Of course Michelle was the driver on our way there as she is very familiar to the roads to Perhentian Island....

Bentong - Raub - Kuala Lipis - Gua Musang - Kuala Krai - Machang - Jerteh - Kuala Besut ----------> These r the way we used to go there n come back as well...

We reached the jetty at 7 plus am... with nothing to do until 10am... Cause due to raya... the speed boat is only available at 10am onwards (which usually 7.15am there will be one speed boat)... We had breakfast n waited....

We stayed at Cocohut at Perhentian Island, the Big Island...

No pictures this time... cause Steph was very free that she compiled most our photos into a video... So yeah... Have fun watching the video.... All thanks to Steph!!!

I dont think i wanna elaborate what i did there for the whole 5 days... But my time was basically spent on scuba diving... cause my whole intention of going there is to finally take my Open Water Dive... So im now a qualified, certified open water diver!!! Yay!!! This is one of the must do thing in my life before i die... lol lol lol....

I did my dive at the Small Perhentian Island.. called the Steffen Sea Sports.. introed by Michelle of course... cause Michelle is already an Advanced Diver... I wanna take Advanced course next year for sure!!!

I passed all my skills and theory paper on the friday... so i get a saturday to relax before i come back on sunday... So, i spent most of my time on saturday trying to get a tan... But shiatt.. I dont feel im tan enough... still fair.... I want to be very very very tan!!!

Back to diving... I dont know why i panic every single time the damn water goes into my mask.. yes i know how to get rid of the water in my mask while doing my dive... but i just hates it when water gets into my eye...

Im the type that... if lets say i were to get an eye infection or i need to put eyemo or eye drop into my eye... its totally impossible... Someone will have to force open my eye while i close my eye to put eyemo into my eye... im those kind... so, if i were to go swimming without goggles, im practically useless... sighh...

So i panicked most of my time under water for my first 3 dives... then my 4th n 5th dive, i got much better... I need to go diving more to get used to water going into my eyes....!!! Nvm... i'll be going to Kuching this 25th of Oct... Let me try my luck n see whether i get to go diving there or not... lol...

On the Sunday, me n steph started to get emo... emoing cause we both really dont feel like coming back to KL at all... Being there for 5 days was definately very stress free... peaceful... calm... nice... and even though we totally have nothing to do, we both feel so contented even to just sit there and look at the sea... My head felt very clear while i was there... i did some thinking about my life n especially my love life... and it was a very easy n not hard at all to think of what to do n analyse something bout my love life... And i made my decision what to feel n decide while i was there...

OK, back to Sunday... we both were like not really talking... emoing.. n saying good bye to the beaches in our hearts... And when i finally reach my car n start my journey back to KL... my stress came all back... cause of the freaking JAM!! FUCKING JAM OK!! Im the driver back home k.. I started the journey at 9.20am after pumping petrol.. and i finally reached KL at 7pm... With of course crazy driving in between.. cutting lines.. cutting lanes... like mad... seriously like mad... until i turned soooo stressed and angry due to stupid drivers...

U know what is my definition of stupid drivers?

1) Those who has no balls to cut the cue but then purposely block your way so that u cant cut...
2) Those who is half chicken shit.. want to cut dont want to cut like that.. I can dieeeeeee....
3) Those who cut cue.. but while cutting, drive so slowww... for fucks ha!! U r cutting n driving at the on coming traffic lane.. cut the cue faster la... idiots!!
4) Egoistic Men.. who cannot stand seeing girls like me cutting cue with bigger balls than them... and they end up trying to race with me to see who can cut more cars... wtf right??? damn childish man!!!!

Luckily Stephanie was quite cool about my driving skills that she didnt make noise... cause i think i was driving quite safely while she was awake... and when she fell asleep, i drive like mad woman.. cutting like nobody's business... lol... I think if she were to be awake to see that, it would definately scare her... lol lol lol... And luckily too, Michelle was not there... Michelle went back the day before cause she had to rush back to Penang to see her grandma who suddenly got hospitalised... If she was there that time while i was driving, she would have made so many noises n fuck me upside down... n prolly made it worse... Know y i say prolly made it worse? cause if someone yell or make me more stress... I cannot concentrate properly ler... lol....

After back in KL... me n steph have been emoing... missing our Perhentian Island holiday... We plan to go back there next year! Maybe end of March or early April!! HEheeheee.... We r still emo up till today u know... Heheheee...

Thats all about Perhentian Island....

This 25th of Oct till the 28th of Oct, i will be going to Kuching with my dearest Mel... Finally get to spend some time with her... catch up with her... miss her alot u know... I MISS YOU MEL!!! and of course... eat till kingdom fatness come... lol lol... hopefully i can get to go diving as well... :D :D :D :D :D

tata......

A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz

2008-10-10T16:14:00.004+08:00

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shotty cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like we're picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]
We're still here
What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

And through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.

______________________________________________________________

Another darn nice song... introed by Justin... Heheee...

The lyrics kinda reflect me... or what Justin says... Its like Jason Mraz is singing in a girl's view...

I’m Going Silent this Halloween with Nokia XpressMusic

2008-10-08T17:10:00.006+08:00

I’m Going Silent this Halloween with Nokia XpressMusic

This time, i have learnt my lesson... better blog about it faster before i miss my chance to get the invites to this party wei... hahahalalalalala....

Im feeling miserable today... suddenly felt so lonely and shit... one of those emo days... so nvm me if i tend to talk too much crap... lalalalaaa....

This time, its seems like there is more rewards! They r giving out free Nokia Handphones!!!

Thank you Nuffnang for organising parties again... I need to attend parties to feel less miserable... Im having like post holidays blues... I miss my stressless, carefree life that i had in Perhentian Island!... I miss my diving as well... Oh on a happy note... I finally take my Open Water Diving course... And now im a certified Open Water Diver!!! Yay!!! I need to go more diving to get used to diving then i wanna take Advance Open Water!!! yay!!! Now i can dive practically anywhere in the world... *if i dare to* *swt* *swt*

My gawd.. i just realised i swerve to a totally different topic that i suppose to write today... Ohh... The Nuffnang Nokia Silent Halloween Party!

Im suppose to mention....

Why Nokia XpressMusic makes Halloween better?
Because rightt.... righhtt.... Those who get invites to this Nuffnang Nokia Silent Halloween Party will get chances to win the Nokia XpressMusic handphones...!!!!! WaHHH!!!

And its a silent halloween party... Im really curious is it like.... and urrrmmm... how silent can a party be when a bunch of bloggers are being put together huh??? As i know, bloggers r one bunch of noisy people ok!

I've never really been to a Halloween Party... and heck.. even if i did, im pretty sure i never actually wear a halloween costume to a halloween party... cause i was nvr fun like that... never into costume parties... But nowadays, i somehow have mental disorder that i can feel comfortable enough to attend costume parties...

Obviously this time around, i dont wanna bother getting creative and blog something out of extraordinary cause i've learnt my lesson... but im gonna target to win something else... Maybe like Best dressed or Best post-event post or Best silent dancer or the Wildcard prize... Muahahaha...

I was thinking what should i wear to the party if i do get the invites?

Maybe wear like Marilyn Monroe came back from the dead??? LoL LOL LOL....

Except maybe with something bloody in between? To make me look scarier... muahahha... *afterall, me n marilyn has mole at the same side* Heheheee....

Or maybe dress like Anna Nicole Smith??

This is like the most decent pic i can find of Anna Nicole Smith...

Damn... why do i have to coincidently pick blondes and both died bcos of drug overdose... and and.... both also has mole on the left side of their face... muahahhaaa....

I dont know what to wear actually... sighh... i prolly will wanna wear something red.. look hideous.. n look like a ghost... Maybe i would wanna wear what i'll prolly wear when i die... And i will put a make up that i would wanna look like when i die... Im serious... I actually thought of wearing red silky dress when i die... cause i dont believe by wearing red will make me an evil ghost!

Haiya... people say i look like a pale ghost when i dont make up... So i guess, i might as well dont make up to the party and i think i will scare enough people already!!! Muahahahaa....

But how does silent halloween party works? Does this means we r not going to have music play in the Borneo Baruk Club but only music to be played on our phones? If in this case, how can we talk to people when we put on our headphones? Confirm cannot hear other people talking wat.... Nevermind... Im getting more n more confused about things each passing day...

Im tired already... i dont know what to say anymore... But i sure hope i do get the invites to this party... :D :D :D I wanna win handphones!!! Heheheee...

Wanna know more of how u can win fabulous prizes and etc? Click Here...

Tata....

The words that i hold onto...

2008-10-07T18:22:00.006+08:00

- Faith
- Perseverance
- Miracle
- Hope
- Determination
- Courage
- Confidence

These are the words that i hold on to... to live my everyday life...

These are the words that gives me strength to live through my day...

These are the words that i believe will give me success in the future...

These words will complement each other whenever i fail to have either one to live through my difficulties in life...

Faith - Gotta have faith in God and in yourself that the impossible will be possible...

Perseverance - To me, this part is mental strength... I have to be mentally strong to face the challenges that i will face in the future...

Miracle - I believe in miracles and they do happen when u really really really hope for it... It usually works for me when i think positive and be positive mentally as a person...

Hope - Its like miracle... Always think positive and hope for the best in everything that you do... When a person is postive and thinks postively, good things n positive things will come to you more...

Determination - To me, its like; when i have decided to do something or when im very determined into doing something, i will do it full heartedly and most times ended up being too determined cause my stubborness kicked in... *lol*

Courage - We all need courage to do things... with courage, dare to risk everything, dare to take chances... will always put you a step further than people who has less courage...

Confidence - When you have confidence in yourself, then only people will have confidence in you and believe in you more than those who dot have as much confidence... Having confidence is very vital cause it helps you make wise n good decision...

But being over confident is not good as egoism will come along with being over confident and thus will cause you to fall quicker than u had expected...

Always be down to earth and treat someone the way how you want to be treated...

Life is too short to be a failure...

I want to be something different... I want to do something out of the ordinary...

What have i achieve in life so far???

*note: this post is for myself and to encourage myself when i feel like giving up on certain things i do in my life*

Happy Birthday Dearest Stephanie K!!!

2008-10-04T00:00:00.001+08:00

This is a whole blog post specially for my dearest, closest friend, wacky friend, clubbing friend, event friend, lesbian in partner and also a sweet girl whom i consider as my sis as well...

Happy Birthday to you girl!!!

Hope you liked the Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Cake i bought for you...

Doesnt she look nice n sweet here? *psst... actually she is the other way round.. lol!*

Awww... a year older already... a year wiser... hope what you wished for will come true...

Of course, i wish everything the best for you... All your dreams and wishes come true... find the right man, the love of your life...

And of course no more kena jinx... u know wat i mean.. that we both have with guys... ahahahahaa....

This is like the nicest picture taken by Ren...

MMmmmm....

We celebrated her birthday in advanced at Pavillion... The day when we all went to Hennessy Artistry... And now she is with me in Perhentian Island... Holidaying ourselves out...

So she is celebrating her real day with me... muahahahaa.... dont get jealous k guys...

Happy Birthday girl...

Stephanie's Blog

Hennessy Artistry @ Orange Club!!!

2008-09-30T19:00:00.001+08:00

Hennessy Artistry, Global Art of Mixing at Orange Club, Kuala Lumpur..

Thanks to Nuffnang that i got the VIP passes and get to go to this very wonderful event... hehehee...

It was so anticipated, we all cant wait for the day to arrive... The day finally came... and it happened, and now it all ended... awww...

Straight right in front view...

Of course there were many many many people that turned up...

VIP and Media registration queue...

Normal online registration queue... Actually the queue is much much long than this... (my camera dont have wide lense angle ma...)

When i first reached there was like 9.30pm... there were quite many people queuing up to get themselves register... and of cuz as usual, the VIP queue arent that long... so it just took me awhile to get my wrist band...

After that, i went with my other friends that includes StephK, Ren, Zoe, Sue, Justin, Ben, Simon and etc etc (cannot really remember actually) cam whoring around that area... lol...

And suddenly these 2 big or is it 3? shit, too drunk to remember again... 2 big cars stopped right in front of me and...... anddddd....

Until June came out from the car!!!

They were just so close to me... like an arm's length only.. like literally an arm's length ok!!!

But i did not spot Shayne coming down from the car!!! Argghh!! I missed Shayne again... If that was his car that stopped right in front of me, and him just posing right in front of me like this, i would have run towards him n take pictures with him when all the photographers was busy taking pictures of him! Just to ruin all the photographer's photos... mauahahahaaa....

When i first walk in the club at around 10 plus pm, this is wat i saw... Damn... So many people...!

Left View...

Right view..

It may look very crowded but its not like so tight n stuffy as it may look... I was standing virtually right in front of the stage, so it still feels fine to me... :D

View from upstairs... As i've said, VIPs are upstairs and i managed to take such a nice view of the crowd... hahaha... Love the color effect... lol..

DJ Tom Prince in action...

Not long after i went it, the performances started...

First off... Performed by...

Until June *the only clear pic i took for Until June*

The performances by Until June is urrmm... how shall i put it? Sounds very special... i mean u see the way that guy poses from the pic above... But they do have very special voice... (just search at youtube for their clips ok, i bet alot of ppl have recorded their performances that night and have uploaded it up at youtube)

The DEY...

They just remind me of black eyed peas... full of hype, energy and passion when they sing... Everybody literally danced along with the songs performed by The DEY...

Another DEY for you... mauhahaha...

Last but not least.... SHAYNE WARD!!!!

ARRGHGHHHH.... When he came on stage i was literally yelling... Screaming my lungs out like a little girl... wahhaaa.... excited nyer...

SHAYNE WARD!!!!

More of Shayne Ward..

This was taken when he performs 'No Promises'.... Me love that song soooo much!!!

More n more of him... muahahahaa...

After his solo performances, his last song, he performed with The DEY... which of cuz i have totally forgotten which song... too drunk to remember again... =_="

Nice kan... ehhehee...

Those who loves Shayne Ward as much as i do.. Please feel free to view the videos below...

Shayne Ward performs the "No Promises"

Shayne Wards performs the "If thats ok with you"... Lucky girl dancer... gets to touch Shayne here and there!!! Arrgghhh!!! and Shayne was touching her here n there too!!!! Argghh... Im so jealous!!!

Wahhh... i lovey that night.... I did not really cam whore that much.. which i tot i did.. but most pics came out blur... cause of the drunk cameraman la... sienzz...

But here are some of the clear pics taken... LOL...

Me with my blogger's friend...

Me with bloggers friends and an ex collegue... lol..

Me and Mr. Gentleman Justin..

Of cuz me and Mr Nice Mike Yip

Me and darling Stephy...

Me and Mr. Very Nice Nicholas... A very nice n helpful guy from Nuffnang... The guy that gave us the VIP passes... :D

Me, Rachel and Half of Stephy's face... lol....

I especially love this pic of me and Steph... Now its my facebook profile picture... Heheheee....

Me and my wonderful group of friends... whom i know when i was studying in Australia... Then they intro me to their friends... which we r now very good big group of friends.... Hehheee...

Last but not least, Me and darling Stephy again... of cuz taken by Michael Yip...

*oh, forgot to credit people... The cam whore pics above are taken from Ren, Steph, and Michael Yip... The performances pics are all from my own camera...* lalalalaaaaa...

Again, Me love Hennessy!! Me love Hennessy!! Am crazy i know... lol...

Thats all about Hennessy Artistry!

On another diff note...

Im going to Perhentian Island tonight!! Yay!! Driving off at midnight and hopefully will reach the pier by max 10am!... Pray pray no jam la ya... but i know when i come back, there will be so total jam already!! Cause im coming back on Sunday... Argghh...

Will update about my trip next week!!!

Sunshine, Beaches, Tanning session.. Diving.... Here i comeeeeeee..........!!!!

Take Care people... Have fun during this festive season!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri peeps!!! Love you all!!!

Love all my malay friends... Miss my high school malay friends... collect more green packets ya... muacckkss!!!

Hennessy Artistry Global Art of Mixing - Press Conference

2008-09-27T01:46:00.009+08:00

As most of you all would have heard by now...

Hennessy Artistry Global Art of Mixing... The forth installement for this year is happening tonight! @ Orange Club at Jalan Kia Peng...

Featuring SHAYNE WARD!!! The DEY and Until June!!!

Of course the person that im looking forward to see performing tonight is SHAYNE WARD!!!! MUahahaahahaa... Excited nyer...

I went to the press conference for Hennessy Artistry yesterday night...
of cuz with some other blogger friends of mine as well...

We were given a sneak preview of what the real day of the Hennessy Artistry event gonna be like...

Love this poster alotttt...

Straight front view of the main stage...

View of the main stage from upstairs...

Oh, the upstairs is for the VIPs and VVIPs...

We were definately very impressed with the layout, settings and decoration they did to the Orange Club...

I asked the organisers... How many people will they expect people to come? They said around 2k to 3k ppl... *swt* *swt*

The second installment that were held at Bukit Kiara featuring Flo Rida that time, there were more than three thousand attended... with such a big area.. but at orange club, they are still expecting around 2k to 3k??? Wow.. Massive!

Anyways, the press conference was suppose to start at 5.30pm.. but it started late due to meet the fans sessions... So the official conference started at about 6.15pm...

The conference started with a short introduction of the MC of the night, Miss Pam Chong... She then officially welcome those important people one by one... Mr Ken Vin the brand manager of Hennessy VSOP then Until June came next.. then comes The DEY and then lastly Shayne Ward...

These picture was taken during the introduction of the international stars... Lucky u, Mr. Ken vin... u get to sit next to Shayne Ward!! OMG!!!!

There were quite many medias that attended the press conference... as can be seen from the picture of course... lol...

After the introduction of the stars, they proceeded with Q & A questions sessions... u know the normal thing.. they asked about how their band started... how u got famous... and how will they perform for this Hennessy Event... u know.. those kind of thing...

After that, they proceed with Official Photography session where everyone posed for their photos to be taken by the media...

From left to right: Until June, Shayne Ward, Mr. Ken Vin the brand manager for Hennessy VSOP and The DEY

Another closer shoot...

After everything ended, we were told to help ourselves with the refreshment... LOL... me and steph was waiting till we got so hungry that we really literally helped ourselves with the food... We were like basically eating dinner there... lol...

The finger food that were served...

And of course, we help ourselves with the free flow of Hennessy Cocktails that they were serving... Me love the Hennessy Miami alot! Cause there were not many people at the press conference compare to the real event day, the bartenders really made the effort, with full love.. made the Hennessy Miami freaking delicious ok...

ME LOVE HENNESSY!!!!! ME LOVE HENNESSY!!!! ME LOVE HENNESSY!!!!

After drinking a few rounds, me n steph self entertain ourselves... lol.. we were like cam whoring almost every corner of the place... but of course the feel is not as much... So, we plan to cam whore hell alot more tonight!! Muahahahaa....

Steph and myself... with our beloved Hennessy Miami!!

We took this at the mirror, right in front of the entrance (inner part)... being wuliao... lol...

This is of course me... posing with my media pack.. right in front of the entrance (outer part)...

WOw... i cant wait for tonight... YAy!... Me and steph going to go bottomless... drink until... drink drank drunk... lol.... Am so excited...!!

Are you coming?? Oh n remember ya.. Online RSVP please arrive before 11pm... or else, they wont let you in anymore...

People who won the passes from Hits.fm or any other radio stations, u can come in anytime... But u have to be there early (like 8pm to 8.30pm) to collect your passes first... then u go for dinner or something, then u come back again la...

Of course those has VIP tickets... *ahem* *ahem* like me* is welcome anytime... LOL!!!

Those who love Shayne Ward, please come in early.. As i heard, he is going to perform first... So if u miss Shayne Ward.. im so sorry, dont say i didnt warn ya.. I am so definately going to reach there early!!!

Oh, the best news is... I heard Hennessy VSOP cocktails will be distributed free flow to everyone whole night...!!! Normal entrance ke or Online RSVP or those who got the invites through radio stations, and VIPs... All gonna get free flow of Hennessy Cocktails the whole freaking night!! YAY!!!!

And remember, please be above 21 years of age... dont bring 15, 16 or 17 years old ok... U gotta at least look mature enough to surpass the 21 years old of age to try coming in man....

Thats all... See you all there tonight!!! Lets get happy clappy... drink drank drunk...

More pictures will be posted up after the event!!

Muaccckksss!!!

Twas the Sweetest Moment...

2008-09-21T23:10:00.007+08:00

It was the sweetest moment of her life...

Never did she thought that she will have this moment that melted her heart...

The guy whom she thought she might have something together with... Lets call him, A...

A had to leave town, for gawd knows how long... When they were about to part, A felt so reluctant to leave her... or this is what she thought...

She waited for him in her own car to pack up his stuff, getting ready to leave town... she was looking n staring at him filled with sadness as she knew he'll be leaving town any minute now... Seeing him loading his stuff into his car made her feel like stopping him n hugging him for as long she could...

When he is done with the loading, he came to her while holding an umbrella... She is sitting inside her car waiting for him cause it was raining... He came to her asking her to wind down the window on the driver's side... and gave her the most reluctant face she has ever seen... A face that shows, i'll miss u so much... That moment, she knew he too feel very reluctant to leave her....

He bended down and gave her the sweetest kiss ever... A few drops of rain drips on her face.. but she didnt mind one bit... As she knows, that might probably be the last kiss she will have from him until he comes back...

She keeps on asking him to move along.. starts his journey.. but in her heart, she felt so reluctant to see him leave... but they both knew he has to leave town no matter what... He pretended that he did not hear her n keep on kissing her... a kiss after kiss after kiss... under the rain.... under the umbrella...

He said... I'll miss u... she said... i'll miss u too... He said he would be feeling worse than her... cause he'll be all so lonely in the new town... He said that all he has is a picture of her to keep him occupied...

That had to be real right? That had to be a real genuine feeling that they mutually had for each other right?

But from then on, they parted.... They both no longer see each other.... His heart never came back... something went wrong... The girl didnt know what really went wrong... But she accepts the fact that time comes n goes.... She accept the fact that God planned all these for a reason... She accepts that all these happened for a reason... But it hurts... It hurts alot to her... cause the sweet moment being with him was so short....

Now all she think of is the kiss under the rain... Every single day... She believes that moment for her is real... that he was real... How could that be fake? She was told that he was never into her in the first place... but she never believes that those were fake feelings... especially when she kept on reminiscing back that moment... that kiss under the rain... under the umbrella... that look on his face... It felt so real... the feeling felt so real from him...

She knows that there's no more point in thinking... But she secretly hopes that their paths with cross again in the near future.... cuz she is still waiting... waiting for another sweet moments like these to reappear...